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Regarding the last night’s smwf session – an old question:
What does it mean to reject the light? Also with respect to the practical aspect.
Does it mean that I am hardening myself being stubbern and stony not letting myself be impressed of the light? Is this how we are ment to work in the groups – when we say “we receive only a bit we can bear and that in order to bestow upon the friends”? Thas would mean that I estimate that that, what the friend is expressing is not good enough, and me, the navel of the world, have to give it “better” to him back.
On another side: thank you for the session, my need to cope and understand TES increased with the ladt night’s session and I’ll go again through the course Blueprint of Creation.
A last short mention: is not about not being smart enough in the heads, but some people are slower in their heads than their hearts are – often because – and this the majority of people – they’ve suffered some traumatic experiences, which cause some delays in the mind. That doesn’t mean that the people are ‘fully incapable or sick’ The heart is faster by those people, and fully capable, and this confirms even the kabbalistic sages and you said yestersday about teaching through connection by heart.The new science has proven – the intelligence of heart is higher and wider than the mind’s one,
I do work. And it IS good! On another side I don’t exist, I have been killed. Whom do I serve if I am not linked to my own root?
Sorry, forgot to mention an important thing to “the root of the soul” – doing this work it is unavoidable to not look back in this lifetime to patterns and structures, and doing this it seems that there are roots who aim separation – that would be what I call “wrong and foreign root”, not “my” root
Right!
“I also can’t do the correction for anyone. In fact, even if I could, it would be forbidden to interfere.” That’s why finally my first question came up, if a soul can be “linked to a wrong root”. I can only achieve the root of my soul I thought. Or are some souls kept “slaves” for other roots?
and also the experience came again up I’ve done everything I could, which repeats itsself – and this is again a prayer! I can’t correct what I don’t own, and also I am not able to be the only one person in the world existing and doing all this. We’re “more” persons, seemingly separated and is about to become deliberately one.
“The friends are a reflection of my uncorrected qualities, and until I correct myself, I’m going to see my friends as uncorrected.” And this is to be said and respected by every-body in the work following same method, right? Seemingly “being a body”. Otherwise it doesn’t work.
So how can we come to equalize the grade of the strength of desire to achieve Dvekut and how can we truly want/desire and not only creating the impression as if we would want but in fact we don’t. And even for connection is same – do we REALLY want to connect, or do we only create an impression we would want? At this point – I lose patience over again, where I have to kinda kill my desire, otherwise is painful to carry it. It makes no sense that it grows more, it is already huge, and not fullfilled. What do?
And what can one do, that tens would reflect THIS TREMENDOUS DESIRE OF COMING FORWARD ON THIS PATH IN THIS METHOD EXPERIENCING AND ACHIEVING THE DESCRIBED THINGS IN THIS THREAD, and not feed on the energy of Kedusha in order to be right and to get honor on the costs of Kedusha!? Can YOU, INSTRUCTOR FRIENDS guide them to that desire respectivley help them to grow the right desire? Can YOU instead of them go above reason correcting within you what needs to be corrected, so that they will desire that? An, in this case, reflect this my desire and need!? I thought it is a delegation from Baal HaSulam, Rabash and Rav to do so!? I still trust is possible! Thank you ❤️🙏
