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Source: your lesson called ‘Deep Healing’ – a closed to my hear friend of mine, according to these current moves and leaps we’re experiencing before the congress (also because this time the preparation is so serious and deep) cliped some important things in yor lessons, and there are so many strains I have (unfraimed, foggy) questions – you know probably my issue meanwhile – but some things are so far clear I can askbabout:
You’ve made the lesson based on old’ recordings of Rav’s lessons from 2003. In your lesson is about yearning (very probably for that what tehe Creator wills from us)
So now: you talk and I am catapulted to the time of first 10 within YG program.
I came with a tremendous yearning – for spirituality, for Truth of God, for Peace, Unity, for Arriving, for Giving, for Sharing all this together so that even the world would turn out ‘right then’ into that, what God’s Will is to turn to! And came into that ten I was put to – and it was like they didn’t see that! That yearning had to disipate, to disolve, because they wanted some specifically from me, about envy and honor, and they didn’t turned arround to catch again that what I have come for – I’ve even lost and forget it by myself – in interaction with them.
Like they have only sucked it away, but never gave smth back in the same direction!
In that lesson you taught – is about yearning. How much liw and below should I have gone? – because in my experiencies I went under them anfd lost myself, while they didn’t give smth back – if Creators greatness, His desire, the purpose of creation, etc. ? Their yearning seemed to be only to have controll over me, and to suck me out – and MY yearning was like swalled by them with no outcome, only for chewing and being satisfied!?
And I ask myself even today – how would I have done better !? – that my yearning would have become THEIR yearning!? Since I am here for others forward coming, verdammt nich mal ! (damn it!), not flr myself !?
It feels to me Ic ve again havent brought it to the point – and I ‘m cirsed to alwasys keep trying ! (You know a bit my problem of expressing and framing – I wish it’ll get solved!)
An related to that – another aspect, same important:
If the human created being is put on the same level with an animal, then the purpose of creation for him might be to receive delight and pleasure. But because He blew (blown, however) His Spirit of Life into him, and by that the human created being cannot be considered only just an animal, the purpose of creation was actually to be in relationship and to enjoy that relationship! And this is treated like smth secundary, which we have to achieve, and is consequently always skiped over, when we always say ‘to receive delight and pleasure’, while it is actually the main thing! And from that relationship – whatever and however may come will be delightful! And in this transformation and growing process we go through – we have to be clear and strong in our purpose, because it can be so painful when our focus is not the right one we when we don’t clearly know our fundamental conditions. Is like one cannot even make a step more in growing, in transforming. To receive delight and pleasure feels right now like another desception of the serpent, ment to cover and diguise the true purpose – of being in relationship with the Good Who Does Good. Is this true?
It’s amazing how many aspects I discover in the very first scene described in the revealed Torah – of Genesis of Adam and Eve – this is probably because of society shaping I went through, we were told such fairy tales, for which I am even ashamed today. But however, Because of this God wanted conditioning I learn best trough this, since the reshimot is shaped like this.
We always say “there is none else besides Him”. He created everything what is. We justify everything coming and being given by Him. And that ok. But He made everything, the fearful animal too. As He made the human being, called “the crown of His creation”, – in this one He blew His own Spirit through the nostrils. He did this only with the being we call today ‘human being being created in His image’. When we say ‘none else besides Him’, and we assiciate ourselves wirh animal cravings, behaviours, reactions, saying ‘is everything will to receive – ni! Is not everything the same will to receive! The human one is bearing His Spirit, His Will, His quality. It is different of that of an animal he created! Than Satan, or Sitra Achra, who suckles the vitality of Him, of His blew Divinity into us! Who wants us to identify wirh only an animal He has created!? He, or His adversary, which can not even be true!?
