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Hello,
My name is Diana, I’m from Romania, and I took my first step toward learning Kabbalah five years ago. I believe I’m ready to deepen my understanding of the meaning of life, and I truly feel prepared for it.
I think joining a group environment assists our development into the emergent state because you need to start seeing yourself as part of the whole group, and your actions will be carried out for the good of the group, not just for yourself.
The first time I sensed existential questions within me was when I was 10 years old, and I began to feel that the way human life is lived is not the true answer. For many years, I saw the people around me doing things that I didn’t understand. They performed actions that caused them to suffer afterward. When I was 25, I made the decision to erase all the information I knew about religion, God, or anything else, and to start researching the truth in the world. That’s when I found Kabbalah, and for the first time, everything had meaning. It was in 2020 when I began to study, and I continue to deepen my understanding of this wisdom.
I can feel that the entire reality is the action of the Creator if I look at the whole world as I would look at the Creator’s work. If I have the feeling that the entire world is made by Him with the intention of bringing us closer to Him, of making us like Him, and of giving us only pleasure, then I can feel the action of the Creator.
Of course, within that feeling, I also need to sense that I am receiving this gift from Him with the purpose of bringing Him joy.The lesson that blew my mind and gave me a new perspective was ‘Form Equivalence.’ In that lesson, I started to understand how to achieve adhesion with the Creator.
