[ELYA]

I have been reminded again and again through this course that my ticket out of my selfish & egoistic nature is through Kabbalah.

I just hope I can attain it over time…

I feel overwhelmed by desire to reach the upper force to an extent it becomes completely overwhelming and makes me fully frozen and paralyzed due to me not being able to direct the light to that desire.

i truly hope and pray for closeness to the upper light by connection to my fellow seekers on Kab-U

[ELYA]

I believe in the recommend reading of Week 4, there was a page that spoke about how the study of Kabbalah can reform ones corporeal desires to a state of correction. I personally needed that so badly.
Before reading that, I thought and believed that staying away from feeding ones desire by force may starve the desire to death and therefore eliminate a desire within me that is not serving my will to bestow & is causing distance between me & the upper force.

I’m thankful for knowing there is a better way than suffering in hope of change. I hope I can study my way to correction.

[ELYA]

please comment and reflect upon my post and share me your opinions. I would love to hear other individuals opinions in the group regarding my post. The feedback will help me understand my own self and one another and bring each other closer

[ELYA]

I think if mankind comes to the state of its perfection (True Purpose) and corrected ego, we would live a life that is beyond perfection.

Since our understanding of perfection is stemming from a state of disconnection from our true state, the byproduct of such state (sate of Unity as one soul, one purpose, one being) is still hidden and hence we can say it’s hidden.

I could only say that the closest word I could ascribe to such world of unity would be heaven on earth, or back to the beginning, or before the Fall of Adam.

imagine 100% output of mankind with close to zero waste of IQ, EQ, time, and emotion. Our internal state of being in tune to our true nature and the whole reality would mean that we can evolve at infinite rate beyond the scope of imagination. No waste in any form.

Imagine a world of humanity at its full bloom. I can’t find a problem to attribute to such state, since a creation functioning at its full potential is doing its full potential.

literally, therefore the term as problem would sees to exist and hands our efficiency will be beyond measure, and what we perceive as difficulty will be in return, change to potential elevation.

[ELYA]

I’m hoping to break the physical and egocentric perception of my current state, and view life & Reality from the perspective and view point of my highest self. A me without the term “I” and without self benefit and pleasure centric view. One that I can view the full spectrum of reality beyond the spectrum of my benefits, Time, and physical perception. 

[ELYA]

Hello!

I’m aware that Kabbalah can be very vast therefore, i dont really expect to get my answers through only this course, but i do hope that by the time i’m finished this course, i will have a better understanding of Kabbalah’s essential basics, and a deeper void with a stronger desire for fulfillment of my search.

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