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Thank you Seth, my logical mind trying to understand it, or even accepting it is dying … it is so mind blowing in the true sense of the word (yeah, mind blew the fuse) that all I have left is just sit, feel that I have some support under my bum, I have my hands and feet to look at, I’m beathing (or maybe just the breath is going through me), I see the room around me and feel the hunger, the emptyness for something out of this world; kind of not a comfort zone for sure, I truly feel fearful that if I go “any further” I will loose the contact with the material world – work, my family, the ins and outs of everyday life – and the ablility to function to it’s laws. So I realised me “seeing myself in both the material and spiritual worlds” is just a product of my mind, kind of a wishful thinking, in fact I am terrified of it. Is this normal or I’m doing something wrong? I’m even surprised I can write … sorry if I don’t make any sense …
Thank you, analogies help me understand things better. I just see myself both in the spiritual environment and everyday life, and the lines are blurry, I am still mixing up these environments. I am working on this to the best of my abilities, mostly just watching my feelings and where are they leading me.
Oh, how much I wish I knew what it means! I mean it! I’m craving it and hurts I can not even answer this Q.
I am puzzled by the fact, that we, created beings have to correct the creation of our Creator! I am looking forward for what feels like impossible at this early stage of the study, as there is so much confusion! If I wouldn’t be fully aware of my heart’s desire to bond with the Creator, I might just be a mentally ill person going into a lock down facility; sure this is out of reason and logic, yet these faculties in me are craving sooooooo badly to know, feel, sense, understand the Creator!
Can I please have more explanation about the practical tip “try and let the environment influence you”? I thought we are influenced by it from default, what else can I try and let?
I feel like more I learn less I know, ughhhhh, and more confusing and chaotic my life gets, and my heart keeps breaking over and over … oh wait, that my be the whole point!!! Is the heart break how we open the point in the heart?. I know, believe and have faith in, that all good and bad comes from the Creator, but it just dawned on me now that when I feel my heart is breaking is the moment when I’m growing “the point in the heart” in myself! I just have to cling to this AHA moment for now and go from there … more clarity is welcomed down the road! This is a glimps of feeling, truly feeling the goodness behind the “bad”.
