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Hi, I’m Maria, from Mexico.
I’, about to finish the Kabbalah Experience module and started exploring what to do next. I suscribed to the Graduate environmet, but it seems that there isn’t a “continuation” module there, so I saw this one and here I am.
So, to my fellow students: Hi! I hope you’re all well. I had my first existential crisis at 7-8 years old because I couldn’t find answers to my questions, just as Kabblah knows it happens. After 2-3 months of panic attacks I “accepted” I was affraid to die, and that death was complete darkness and emptiness, and that God didn’t exist. That relief me of the panic attacks for ten years, but ever since there has always been the question about the meaning of life in my head (sometimes active, sometimes sleep). As many of you, I guess, I searched everywhere. Tolle and Buddhism were very important in my last 15 years, but it is until now, when the “painful path” left me down on my knees, that I found not just Kabbalah… but KabU… and I can finally feel I found what I was always looking for.
What I’m expecting from this course is to keep on learning and evolving in the “light path”.
As far as I understood we were asked to share in here what we put in our Facebook in order to start “disseminating”. I have to confess that although I’m very happy in here and I understand that dissemination’s purpose is to share KabU with “my other parts of self/soul”, I felt it more like making publicity and it didn’t feel comfortable. Anyway, this is the message I put in my Facebook:
I feel as if all my life was preparing me to finally find Kabbalah, the real Kabbalah, which is an empirical science and a method to understand and “correct” our egoistic nature; not to “kill it”, but to use it differently. If you’ve ever wondered about the meaning of life or why we are here, you might want to explore at:
kabuconnect.com/ and their Youtube channel: KabbalahInfo http://www.youtube.com/@KabbalahInfo
If you’re interested, you can start watching this videos:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HsMvHTvx00U&ab_channel=Kabbalahinfo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhwNYZIoFkg&ab_channel=KabbalahinfoHow is spreading the wisdom of Kabbalah related to fulfilling my private correction in the general system? For what I understand, I can spread the wisdom of Kabbalah once I’ve corrected myself, as my attitude will show the result of this correction to the whole system, thus afecting it for the better (even making someone be interested in Kabbalah if they get to know what helped me “to get corrected”).
What can we say about or work with the light that reforms? That it is the one that corrects us. And we strengthen its influence by reading Kabbalah texts, and with the “prayers” of our point in the heart (everytime we have the intention to be corrected).
Preparation Question: What does it mean to shift from an egoistic perception of reality to a perception based on bestowal? Our egoistic perception is one of separation. A perception based on bestowal would be the perception of the Creator, which only created ONE desire, so it’s a perception of unity.
Preparation Questions: What does it mean to connect with others? It means to eliminate the idea of separation by changing my egotistic focus from “me and what my ego wants” to THEM and what all our points in the heart want.
In what desire are we connected? In the desire to reach equivalence of form with the Creator and be one soul again in full consciousness.
My (old and continued) desire is to sense there is an order, a plan in this world. That we are not here just by chance, with no other meaning. Kabbalah has been giving me the idea that there is a plan and a meaning, but I need to experience it. Kabbalah says the Light has to “pull me” to the spiritual world, where I will experience or accomplish this understanding, so I’m willing to work on my part in order to get that influence.
In this course my desire is to acquire the tools we need to enter the spiritual work as a Ten. And I have to confess that from the bottom of my ego I also want to end up in “a good Ten”, LOL!
