[Helen]

Hi Gianni, two questions:

before machsom, is all I shall focus is to hold the importance of the will to bestow though I don’t really  have that quality yet, but I constantly hold that as my important goal and do everything the sages suggested, the rest will be done by the light? such as a right prayer, a right intention, a right desire?
if so, How can I measure progress? How can I know the Light is acting

thanks

Helen

[Helen]

what are the forms of connection at different major stages? for example, during preparation period and after machsom.

[Helen]

Hi Gianni

If a certain klipa is revealed in my corporeal life, is it correct to say that it already exists in relation to the Ten as well, but has not yet been revealed there?

If so, how should I work with this klipa correctly on two levels:

In corporeal life, where it was revealed
In the Ten, where it’s not revealed yet

What should I do, and what should I avoid doing?

thanks

Helen

[Helen]

Hi Gianni

If the goal of creation is realized only in the speaking degree, how do Kabbalists understand UFO phenomena?could they represent another speaking intelligence, or are they merely forces, similar to angels?

thanks

Helen

[Helen]

what does it mean to live inside the friends?

[Helen]

Thank you, Gianni, what you wrote is very encouraging and calming for me.

I feel a strong yearning for a state where I only want to bestow, where bestowal feels so essential that without it life has no meaning. I had thought this kind of necessity might be Machsom, which is where my confusion came from I suppose.

Recently, both through corporeal situations and through time with my Ten, I often catch myself thinking: if I could forget about myself and truly care only about others, how liberating that would be. Ego doesn’t feel enjoyable to me. it feels painful, like wearing a garment with sharp spikes inward, hurting me with every movement. At the same time, I clearly see that I have no power to remove this garment; I feel enslaved by it. so is my yearning right now an egoistic yearning?

I sense that perhaps the beginning of the journey is simply recognizing this truth.  but I don’t yet understand how to relate correctly to this recognition in the work.

My question is: how should I use this state practically? Is it something to deepen, to hold, to turn into a request to the Creator, or simply to continue the regular work and let the Light arrange it over time?

thank you

Helen

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