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First of all, I think that the destiny of an individual is always expanding and transforming through the process of personal growth and development and I think that this process is very individual and how it works depends on the actual personal state and current situational circumstances of the environment. And according to this thoughts and referring to a teaching about the immortality of the soul I watched previously, I think that the destiny of a child is to grow into his or hers neshema, by continually creating his or her own life, the person, through the expansion of the body and soul refinement, to create a high quality life by teaching the neshema to grow into her best possible version G‘d gives each soul unique into existence. And therefore I think life and soul are always inherently aspects of each person coming into existence, for from G‘d we got the vessel of life with coming into existence and he blew our neshema into this body and we might be in a state of unconsciousness and ignorance while coming into existence and therefore we need to grow, by learning and experiencing and that causes that our neshema transcends into a higher quality of life, a life given to us from the very beginning and a soul to teach in G‘ds wisdom to grow.
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my name is Jasmin and I actually have some challenges to orientate within the structure of this program, for I didn’t get it yet how to manage my time properly to go through the courses and then I irritate myself always about new emails, new introductions, new courses and my mind has a great job to find out how to move between all these happenings and besides this I have a big desire to clean up with some things in my life and that is as well challenging to start and continue, but I hope I will soon find my way to structure everything as clear as possible to define that place of reality within me even more independent and preciously. I am excited about the following learning tools and where it might take me.
That’s an interesting aspect, to questioning the meaning of life and I indeed do that since I am aware of being able to do questioning, what came very late, about 9 or ten years , according through circumstances I couldn’t choose, but it seems that this vacuumed time concentrated all my impressions about the world, G‘d and life, that the questions came automatically into my mind, just because I had spent too long in a state of silence and I learned with the years more and more to express myself. When I was a youngster I used to listen and chant to Bob Marley‘s music , I especially loved to hear and sing ‚soul rebel‘ and ‚natural mystic‘ interestingly whenever I did a big clean up, in outer and inner aspect. My mother disliked this development of me and she did not accept that I questioned anything in my life within the family and there always has been quarrels between us, I couldn’t understand. When I started to study philosophy and I got all possible opportunities to questioning almost everything, I really felt released and delighted and yet there were some things out of traditions I used to keep, for to questioning life means not to give up to behave like a human being and that was something my environment did not understand, either at university nor in my homeland and my family does interestingly regress on their dislike to know me questioning everything in the world, but don’t agree in to be forced in any direction or relationship. My study time was in sum indeed a paradoxical time, for everything in the world opened to me miraculously through my questions and I searched very deep for answers, within myself, in books, in my environment and encounters, my family, everywhere and everything and the more I learned to find answers, the more I got disliked and detested, rejected and harassed as well. So I wasn’t able to enjoy my enlightenment about life, that was a process that slumbered so many decades in me and I really was upset and sad about that I found very less resonance and more less appreciation and understand, not to speak about the missed help and support and that was the point where I started to questioning even more, for how could it be, that my freedom and inner peace brought dissatisfaction, frustration and anger into the world. I probably won’t ever solve this problem, nor will I ever understand this paradox, but I learned that this has nothing to do with me and that there’s no need to hinder me, nor even a right and I am not willing to give up my free will and to make decisions on my own and continue to learn, even if people surround me would need to have me as unknown as before my journey started. And my journey didn’t end, it’s just different from the years before and yet I have so much to discover and questioning and discover and questioning, and I will do that as long as I am able to do that, regardless, how unsatisfied and angry people are with me, for it’s not my job to care for that, especially not after I already experienced that to help and support them to get an access and insight into my world and I got betrayed in my reality to become replaced and sorted out like a pair of old shoes.That’s really not what I want and need.
Do We Have Free Will or Is Everything Predetermined?
It’s very interesting to hear different opinions on the topic environment and family, for I often heard from different rabbonic sholars that each soul coming down on earth would choose his or hers own family members and it would depend on the growing child to learn to deal with that life situation and I actually question this view even more, even if there’s a huge setting of explanations that denies the childs responsibility for his or hers life conditions within the family and yet to claim that the soul choose that always felt intuitively a bit seldom. How would that fit with the free will and frees of choice if this would be true? Then I often heard that it wouldn’t depend that much in which environment we would live to experience our life fully expressed and satisfied and it would also just depend on our ability to deal with that environment and I just can say that I feel perfectly exhausted and sometimes disconnected from myself while always forcing myself to deal with this and that in such and such for the purpose that others in my environment might not fall apart in their genes coded habitus to express themselves different as social environments do need to know them doing that, for example. For it’s their freedom of lower consciousness and the horrible ability to always project themselves unconsciously into the structures of people they might’ve any hidden aversion and prejudice against and in the end it’s the offended person who needs to learn to take this dysfunctional relationship, to take the misinformations of that unconscious spreading generic habits and the criminals are super fine embedded within their imaginations and repressions and do live a funny life after their abuse against other people. There’s no rational behind why or what such people get not brought to justice.When it’s said that coincidences do hide something from our awareness, then it can be said, that each coincidence is available to get revealed, right? And I think that I made such discovery several times in my last decade, since I worked on my higher consciousness and I experienced those hidden coincidences as a phenomenon of revelation through flashbacks, for there has been a time when they started to happen and there was a time when they finally brought me to another state of existence, for example within a relationship, a seminary, a lecture, a friendship and others and I had this flashbacks about how I was brought there a half year, maybe a couple of months, some weeks, days, hours before and suddenly I saw everything cristal clear and of course I immediately started to have feelings, thoughts and opinions about and I think it’s naturally that people need to discuss and communicate what they discovered about their relationships with someone who had such an impact to shift someone’s life, and it might be for good or for bad that this was done and it’s then an expression of gratitude and delight to express or embarrassment and pain. And however something happened and worked and brought whatever for good or bad, it needs to be discussed, right? And whenever this is not given, there’s either a good memory created in someone’s life or a bad one and the first one might be well handled with joy, even it’s unspoken, because we were gifted with someone’s care and generosity.  But when it’s the last one it’s difficult to deal with alone, for it might be that someone caused a lost of trust, relationship, maybe someone’s life got destroyed or changed in a horrible way and if there’s something I learned about coincidences and there influence on someone’s life, then that it’s seldom the case that the impact and influence stops, it just hides itself more and more while simultaneously expands extremely, in worst case like a virus and that is in my experience a very heavy challenge to take actions against to reveal first of all and then to escape from to safe owns and maybe/possible others existence. Makes that any sense?
People have different states of consciousness in different moments with different people, for it’s always the fact, that someone who is in contact with people with a low consciousness, there’s a lower intellec contact, e.g. in the interaction with children, they need that adults come down to them to be seen and understand. Same is the fact when people are from different professions, depending on the quality of the profession and how much someone invested to learn or even not, is an indication for how any communication between two different professions will happen, according to get an insight about the profession of the other, through questions, explanations, examples etc. And it’s not necessarily said, that there’s a distinction of the values of different professions in different quality states, for there’s always something a high educated person can’t understand and vice versa, for that it’s called profession, e.g. a human scientist and technological scientist are very different from their professions and nevertheless is there a lot to discuss about to understand and compliment each other. That’s the principle of learning. That’s how children are grateful for to face parents who don’t need to live out their ego on their children and get a lot of opportunities to feel comfortable and free to ask questions and questioning opinions and thoughts without getting judged or rejected and misunderstood. In my school carrier I knew a handful of teachers who had this ability to appreciate their pupils thoughts and opinions even they might’ve been evidently not correct and yet there’s always a sense of truth given in each thought and idea and there’s nothing wrong about to express them and learn from them through communication with other people. To deny the development through communication and to presuppose that everyone needs to know everything in exactly the same time, manner, quality and quantity etc, is a violation against the personal existence of each individual in the world.
