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A curiosity question, is there a connection between (10) group members and (10) sefirot in tree of life? Does choosing (10) group environment increase connection to the Creator as it mirrors the Creator’s (10) emanations/attributes in tree of life?
Thank you Albert for the response, I am feeling hope in this path but unfortunately still have something inside that does not trust. Would this be the egoistic nature that wants to cast doubt?
Concerning the 4 factors of emergence, specifically 3&4; the nutrients of my current environment is in form of conservative Christianity, self supporting individualism, individual freedom. Somehow I was able to receive something outside of this environment that allowed me to choose an internal opposite, seeking true spiritual life. To keep this change in isolation, even with correct books, guides, courses is going to be either a very slow painful swimming against the current or a resegnation to the forces of this environment where I currently live. Since I cannot afford to move this is a fixed environment with forces I choose to no longer adhere to but this has led to a long journey of on and off spiritual seeking. My question, if I choose to continue in these studies and enter a group of ten, will choosing this environment bring the strength I currently lack now? Will this choice transform the current environmental internal battle so that I may see and feel the peace of there is none else besides Him no matter the situation? I can understand the concepts being taught, understand direction that needs to be chosen, but need more than this, I need a practical form of application, is this what comes from the group work? I really want to change my internal world but factor 3 of emergence is stronger than my isolated desire to connect with the Creator. I need help!
Freedom as I understand is to choose the intention to receive to bestow and bestow to bestow. I am far from being able to perform this intention so I choose to read Kabbalah books with purpose of attracting the reforming light, I choose to spend time in these courses and participate with others for same reason. All this choosing to draw the reforming light to reduce the current contrast that my will to receive has in regards to the Creator’s qualities.
My question is in context of correct attitude related to a corporeal situation. Situation is significant strained work relationship with another that does not hold same work ethics. Trying to fix using corporeal methods ie. conflict resolution etc. does not change the illusion! So would changing my attitude towards the situation by placing emphasis on the light be a correction for my desires in this situation. Would my desire to experience what the light is offering for the sake of the light and movement towards adhesion be correct desire, attitude, emphasis? Current egoistic desire is to change the other and not myself and this never works!
