[MARTA PAGES ALARCON]

I appreciate having received this idea in this week materials:

When I agree with the Creator about the things that are happening, I am correcting my desire by detaching from my ego and my expectations to fulfill my desires only for my own profit. A new possibility is open, as a new space to feel free.

Thank you!

[MARTA PAGES ALARCON]

While I was listening to the explanations about how we understand out of our nature, egoism, the laws of nature, which are invariable, operating on our surroundings, and the way we use prayer to pretend to influence those forces for our benefit, I remembered how Job and his friends tried to understand the Creator’s mind.

Is there any article or video in which Rav M. Laitman refers to Job, to go further regarding this analysis?

Thank you very much.

[MARTA PAGES ALARCON]

The main reason why I am studying Kabbalah is because of the pleasure and fulfillment that I feel with KabU courses and all its activities, videos, Q&A…

So I study at KabU following the conditionnement of my very nature as a creature.

I know that the method of Kabbalah will train us in directing this wish for self fulfillment in the direction of receiving to bestow. That’s why I trust in the guidance of KabU instructors, the texts and to be part of the group to develop my wish for self fulfillment to provide the joy of others as well.

Thank you!!

[MARTA PAGES ALARCON]

I think I am starting to envision what bestowal is, linked to the idea of Providence. What is to receive. That all that we have has been given, all is given to us. And that free will is an illusion to reinforce the sensation that I am a separated being, acting on my own.

It’s opening up my perception and my comprehension of how reality works.

Thank you.

I’m looking forward to go ahead with all this transforming wisdom.

[MARTA PAGES ALARCON]

I am watching the video (Related materials) of Tony Kosinec, The Wednesday Wisdom Show: Do we have free will (m. 13’:30”), when he explains the law of our egoism: “What is yours is yours, and what is mine is mine”, and after he explains the law to opening that door to spirituality and the perception of the Creator’s quality and to see that is actually running everything, goes like this: “What is your is yours, and what is mine is yours”, so as to recognize that we have received everything, that actually what we have, we have received, and that there’s always a bottomless treasure chest of pure giving coming to us.

I also watched an interview to Rav M. Laitman about Providence.

My question is:  when I have the sensation that everything is coming the way it has to be, the sensation to be in the right moment and in the right place, that everything is just perfect and I can perceive this total harmony and perfect design and integration of all the elements, is that the revealing of the work of the force of the general Providence, that is always running, in that specific moment?

It makes me feel happy and relieved, since I feel as being part of a general design pre established, so I don’t have to strive to join all the separated pieces. It is always given there, and I only have to watch it and enjoy seeing it.

[MARTA PAGES ALARCON]

It’s a pleasant experience to hear the deep insights of this video about free will (1). It’s true that in my present state, the concealment is total, and this is what makes it possible to feel the sensation of free will, which is actually ignorance of the laws of nature that are affecting me all the time.

There are a lot of insights in this video that I’ve never realized before. Thank you.

I have learnt about how being locked inside a level makes it impossible to realize how it is actually working; we have to rise above one level to understand how things work there.

I have also learnt how animals interact with the force of nature, and don’t evaluate or question anything.

Another statement that kept me thinking about it is that, being in a group, everything goes fine until I feel some restriction on my desire to fulfill my needs.

Thanks a lot for all of this info.

I’m looking forward to seeing the 2nd video about free will.

Thank you for the advice about the books explaining the meaning of the Torah symbols and stories. I have started reading the book The Secrets of the Eternal Book, and it’s fantastic. I am also reading The Path of Kabbalah, and I’m enjoying it.

Thank you for this course.

Best Regards

[Author]

Replies