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everything outside of the creature is available to him. how then do we “choose” wc ones of these should we “receive” first? do we base it on the levels of our ego that we want to turn into bestowal? for example, my biggest challenge is jealousy – how can i use the surrounding light to transform this?

how can i use the 4 phases of direct light in this situation for me to transform?

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when one starts to ask questions. we awaken the point in the heart. and then we feel we want to know this higher force and we work towards that by adherence even if slowly. similarity of form

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hi sir may i ask too – what is in the screen that it is only through it that the creature can experience true delight? in our corporeal life, so it means that when someone wants to bestow to us, we have to receive it not because we totally want it, but because part of us wants to delight the giver too? is pacman a good analogy? like if one just takes everything out of greediness. there really is no lasting fulfillment versus when what i receive is really given with love from somebody else? thank you

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if the vessel is meant to receive in order to bestow tothe creator, why did the phases not end in bechina gimel? and does this mean that our next level in returning should be bechina gimel?

for example, a married couple. the husband receives fr the creator and bestows to the wife because this is what the creator is and wants? what if the wife receives but does not bestow back to the husband or maybe does not even receive what the husband wants to bestow. what should the husband do?

on a different angle, if i receive an idea for a project, how can the 4 phases work on this?

thanks

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i wish that we all can elevate from our egoism

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Thank you Sir. I have struggling with my anger and jealousy and really finding difficulty to transform it. Suffering from betrayal, how can i transform this for the sake of connection with others?

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