[Pedrini]

Hi dear Seth.

 

Thanks a lot. Your words are rather warm.

 

All of this just fits in me. I’m not scared, disappointed or frustrated. As a matter of fact, your answer is rather a language I have been understanding ever since I was little.

 

I don’t mind being a Puppet to be honest. I actually believe that it is such an act of humbleness to accept it with joy as well as awareness. And I think I do it.

 

In today’s class, the Rav said, that those whose drawing themselves close to this Science (even more the ones already in a Tent) will slowly experience coneccruon with the real spirituality upon the material world.

This advances, or tries for connection, will make to one to enter in spiritual stages that are beyond the reason’s comprehension, but that at all costs, we got to always remember, that there’s nothing beside Him.

This answers to beyond boddy experiences that my father and I have been experiencing (he lives in México, and I in Sweden) lately. Sensations of not been alone in a room, and kind of quite unique dreams.

For either way, we share our experiences and feedback each other with saying, there’s nothing to be afraid of, as There’s nothing beside Him. So we in order to not got nuts and trying to rationalise these experiences, we are just trying to not fear them. Have yourselef Seth experience things in all these years of your studies in Kabbalah, thins that you simply cannot describe with words? Sensations, thoughts or dreams? But that you know that it is the result of the process  of you spiritual work?

In the other hand. I do agree entierly dear Seth in regards of saying: There’s nothing else beside Him, it shouldn’t be used to excuse oneself from the responsibility of his acts!

 

I am already in week 2, and Deeping into the texts and getting ready for week three.

 

Kind regards,

 

Yours Pedro.

[Pedrini]

I am starting to realize that my freedom consists in being able to choose in between the right environment that will really help me to deep into myself/spiritual work, and just the corporeal life.
Meaning, that freedom to be, is the process to distinguish between people who just focuses themselves on corporeal matters and people who are already and somehow aware of their desire to receive (most known as Ego) for so that means that they have already an awaken point in their hearts., That’s what I will relate to freedom.

The light that I can imagine, that it is the sixth sense. That intention upon my five senses that rule my perception, and thus, my life as we speak. The sixth sense will help to change the intention upon all I perceive, feel, and experience, and YES, it can be acquired by the studies on Kabbalah.

[Pedrini]

As understood: ANYTHING, ANYTHING COMES FROME HIM. Ok, would this mean that my present moment/shape (physical/mental/and such) is the result of the desires that throughout the years I’ve strived to fulfill along my life without stop, until have arrived/achieved to this point here I’ve sicken of something badly, and thus by realising that my past nonstop placer full-filler gives me no more placer, or at least has gotten outta hand, cause my desires has grown to great that this Earth’s/life’s placer it ain’t enough no more. And now after following my father’s footsteps and advice, I am back to Kabbalah as my Hedonistic self can not longer be fulfilled anymore.

 

It might sounds rough, but this is me.

 

Has all of this process of mine, been exactly planned and structured by HIM all the time, in order to get me back on the path of the studies of his Science?

Does every inch of pain achieved by years of nonstop placer obtainment , and today manifested in me in physical disorders, are been his Will and plan? Meaning that unconsciously I’ve been forced by my untaming need to obtained placer to walk on the path of pain (left side) many years, to now start SLOWLY not even to walk on the right side, but rather start studying it, in order and hopefully to one day walk ok it aiming to to do the work within a Ten, to thereby finally amd truly grace him and connect to him?

 

Sincerely,

 

Pedro.

[Pedrini]

Everything around me it’s been given, thus, everything I feel, sense, and perceive comes from him.

[Pedrini]

Try to imagine the sensation behind the statement “There is None Else Besides Him.” How can I feel that the entire reality is the action of the Creator?

 

Everything is given to us, thus,He’s everywhere, he does everything.

[Pedrini]

What was my best experience from the previous course?

 

Getting to understand the Masah/Screen. As well as how important it is to understand that mechanism of rejecting the light as a vessel to then become aware of, that my real task is to receive the light, and then by receiving it, I am fulfilling my purpose, to then accept all the given light from Him, in order to start bestowing, just like him!

 

What do I expect from this course?

About the single and loving force. I really look forward to studying how the heck is possible to sicken badly myself or see my core family members sickening badly as well as any other crisis happening around me, either in regards to money, natural disasters, and to be thankful to the creator for such thins?! That’s why I loo forward to learning about Revelation and Concealment, to really and for once and for all, be able, not only to see the overview but to understand it!

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