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I really love the sensation I feel at the moment when my perspective shifts from old to new. I feel this emotional “high” while it is occurring in me, resetting my old beliefs to new ones, always sarcastically ending with a mental note on how now the old perspective was so completely illogical and nonsensical.
the realization that the old perspective was just so when my perspective changes.
My goal is to practice the method of Kabbalah in real life, and through this practical science achieve equivalence of form with the Creator in this life time. Through this practice to know the Creator and to achieve adhesion to the Creator.
My best experience was noticing that a transition has begin within me. The rules of Kabbalah that rang true and that I understood and accepted through reason and logic are now being transitioned into a different form of understanding. I now look upon certain things NOT as a thing but as a force behind a thing. Initially I understood one of the rules of Kabbalah, “General and particular are equal,” through reason, using logic I concurred in my mind with that rule. Eventually, the understanding turned from units of reason to units of force, and I felt the meaning of this rule as the potential power/force it carries in its truth.
In practical terms, my role is to support the Whole. Like a cell in an organ, or an organ in a system, or system in a body, my role is to be part of the Whole and to function in It and towards It ( inclusive of me) in order to serve It (to bestow on It). As a result of this, first, I hold the responsibility to ensure that I am the “best” that I can become myself as a unit (a a healthy cell in an organ). I want ensure that I have learned, attained ( received ) to the fullest way possible, in order to serve (bestow) the Whole. To receive fully for the sake of the Whole. To receive the light for the sake of the Creator as part of his Thought of Creation.
