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Hi friends.
Today I had breakthrough, a revalation if you will. You see, I stumbled across Kabbalah after much searching for truth and meaning to life. I have gathered many pieces of the puzzle from diferent schools of thought, “spiritual masters”, gurus, religions and sciences, psychology and philosophy. All had great many things to teach me and I took from them what felt and seemed right to me (as I believe that many or some of you have too). Because of this “knowledge”/knowing inside of me, I have had a really really hard time dealing when Kabbalistic teaching kept stressing that Kabbalah is the ONLY way, and you can’t attain spirituallity without Kabbalah. First I had to tune into the Kabbalistic definition of spirituallity, it is the love for ALL creatures, equivalence of form. I now go along with this definition as it does makes sense and it feels right. However, until today I couldn’t understand why my teachers here keep maintaining that Kabbalah is the ONLY way. I was at work, minding my job when it suddenly struck me. Kabbalah is the ONLY time I have heard that what humanity needs to do, is to build back our shattered Soul!!! While buddhism and zen might lead me to the enlightenment that we are all One and that death is not the end, and the this world is basically an illution, it does not (as far as I know) work towards a unity in building our Soul, and it does not give ME a satisfying purpose to my life nor a real meaning, other than to work for myself to free myself from This World and become a “higher being” that won’t have to come back here again. Christianity might make me do good to others, but I still ask myself, is that really all there is..? The native american indians also speak to my heart and soul (not their religions persay, maybe the medicine wheel does, I no longer think of it) by the fact that they strive towards leading a sustainable life and try to bring ballance between the forces of nature and the spiritual forces. Yet it does not speak (as far as I know) about building our shattered soul. I found and find that this (the soulbuilding) gives me both the true purpose to my life, and it gives me meaning to it as well. I have long understood that I should aim to live a meaningfull life rather than a happy one, I just couldn’t figure out how.
So now, finally I can let go of the frustration of while being on board with Kabbalah, and same time find some of the statements therein somewhat ignorant and arrogant. YAY!!!
I am now ready to let all my guards down. I surrender.
The person I neglect and treat the worst in life is myself, I want to treat myself better and respect myself some more.
I want to attract the Reforming Light.
I want Connect with like-minded people (incl. Teachers)
I want to be able to read, understand and attain the information from authentic Kabbalistic texts.
I want to learn how to better/more efficiantly correct my desirres and evil inclinations.
Hi all.
I have heard and read a lot about the new age of aqarious and the mayan calandar the Dalai Lamas thoughts of the new century and the earth´s shift into the next dimension. This summes it all up and make much more tangible and NOT believable but REAl to me. I hope more and more people will look to Kabbalah and Bnei Baruch in the nearest future.
Peace must be, now.
Hello all.
It gives me hope to see that there are people in the world who understand that we must care for all of nature and all people. I used to think that humanity had no right to be here and that Mother Earth as a whole would be much better of if we all dissapeared. Now I see that humans are cabable of tremendous change and withold the ability to rise above it´s nature in unconditional love and understanding of other peoples pain – be it “selfinflicted” or not. We CAN heal the world and make it a better place, even while humans exists in it.
Much love to you all.
Sorry. I ment to write that I am NOT all clear about the difference of Surrounding Light and the Reforming Light. I will be more carefull in the furture. These sloppy mistakes can really alter the meaning of my writing…
It is so hard to put words, I wish that you could look into my heart and mind and see what’s there. Nothing about Kabbalah Revealed was the best. All of Kabbalah Revealed was the best. Overall it has given and shown me that there is meaning to This World and to my own existence. Tought me why it is that I am conscious and is able to observe my thoughts and feelings as well as the world around me. This is exatly what I have needed and seeked to understand basically my whole life. I am thrilled that Kabbalah Reveled isn’t the end of my studies. If there is more, I want it. I want to attain and understand it all! People around me have told me and still are telling me, that my efforts and wishes to understand why we are here are futile and fruitless. They say that it is impossible to understand and that no one ever can. Thanks to KabU, I now know what I truely want in life. The Attainment of the whole. I have no doubt that this course will take me a step further in the right direction, and the prommise to teach me how to use my current level of understanding in a more practical way, really excites me. I am sure that I will bennefit personally from and satisfy my desirre to learn how to read the Kabbalistic texts. I also look foreward to strengthen my connection with fellow students and teachers. I have tastet the power of the Surrounding Light and I am delighted about the prospect of learning to attract the Reforming Light (even if it is one and the same as I am all clear on this). In my mind it can be both same and not the same, it can even be the same thing with diffrent functions. I want to know. I am really not used to use the word Want, in my life I have mostly wished for… I now know. I want any and everything that Kabbalah can teach me.
