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Is there 620 or 613 mitzvah/acts/parts of the spiritual body? I may misunderstand something. Will the soul be 620 times more significant by being filled with more light and making 613 acts? Are those numbers significant? Is it only me, or are different texts discussing the same thing, and exact quantities should be ignored?
By investigating and recognizing the truth I learned during the first two sessions in the world around me = in my reality.
“When we reach the level of absolute sinner, we can cry out to the Creator and eventually rise to the level of the absolutely righteous.” I experienced this just one day before the lesson. That was a very intense, moment.
How to read the text teaches me to slow down and concentrate on my feelings rather than understanding and memorizing the text for later processing in my mind. I learned the concept of achoraim, panim, kelim. I disagreed with the text. First, as a whole, there is no creator, I thought. I still want everything for myself and feel if I nullify myself, others will use this. I have many agreements with the text. But kli was created only occasionally.
History shows me everything is happening now—the same story in me with the whole human history/history of Kabbalah
“When we reach the level of absolute sinner, we can cry out to the Creator and eventually rise to the level of the absolutely righteous.” I experienced this just one day before the lesson. That was a very intense, sad, and then released feeling. I try to explain what I feel/felt
First, sad, than happy. Precisely:.
I got a clear white light as I was in it. This light comes from a distant source from a small point first, and this source can come closer and surround me anytime I want. That helped me see I am not alone.
It has been a long time since I have been pleased with this state. I cannot stand it. It is too good, so I close myself and stay dark inside.
Then, a purple-ish light/feeling still comes into me to help me out from the dark. Like: OK, you need not be ashamed. You will get at least this.
If I restrict this purple-ish light, I got
A green light in me. The green light means growing/healing.
Purple-ish light comes in me but above the green. Every person – I have ever felt – has hurt me feels in me on that purple-is-light level.
Everybody else on earth feels like being in the white light.
And the question: is this normal and means something, or is it only my unexplainable imagination?
