[Sarah]

It’s interesting that after this week class, I encountered situation that I think I’m exactly in Double concealment.
I was trying to study harder, watching related classes, articles, etc, thinking more about the Creator….

Today I encountered a situation eventhough it’s small thing, but it really doesn’t happen regularly before, and it made me see the world is so unfair: I pre-ordered a few boxes of food for self-pickup, and the restaurant just said they are busy and not packing the food up, eventhough I already see the dish there, they don’t let me get it, and all the food buyers are waiting for 45 mins…. And we complained to the ordering site, and they are not refunding. It’s so weird that people paid but don’t get anything. It never happens 😂

It is really like Tony said in class, when we r in double concealment, the harder u work on connecting to the Creator, the more crazy life becomes, seems non-sense but it’s so true.

What can we do under this and move forward and finish off the preparation stage? I really don’t want to experience double concealment again

[Sarah]

If I don’t have ,
And if the light can’t affect the physicality only spiritual worlds,
how can I bestow to others

[Sarah]

Thank you for the answer.

I understood we need the Light to help the transformation. but may I ask two questions:

1. I think one reason that I don’t always bestowing is because I feel I don’t have. I don’t have the thing to share, or I don’t know the solution for that situation so don’t know what to share. This points me to the main point that I’m confused throughout the courses: if we are now already a shattered vessel after the 4phases of creation, can we still have something to actually bestow? Or we bestow in intention (action-wise we keep stay usual) ,and through the intention we gain surrounding Light?

 

Many thanks @albert

[Sarah]

From the past classes , understand that this work of kabbalah is the work of spiritual upper world instead of this physical world, and our spiritual purpose would be getting closer to the creator.

But at this moment we are in the physical world and bounded by it, no matter how our 5 senses perceived / what desire level we are in, we are still bounded by the physical reality. I want to spend more time to study or take spiritual acts. But physical block me e.g. my mum office work or annoying colleagues consume my time and I have less time to do spiritual study.

Another example is, we say share with others with love and treat each other as myself… But sometimes I don’t have the way / resources to share. E.g. my friend is looking for job opportunities but I don’t have openings for her.

So how can we jump out from then bound and becoming like the Creator, if we still live in the physical world?

 

[Sarah]

This is interesting question I am looking forward for the answers as well ☺️

Add on question is, is there any definition of a kabbalist, or even a tzadikim actually. How can we define if a person studied enough already ，or everyone studying already is a kabbalist?

 

[Sarah]

Hi again Seth,

 

Thanks for your patience. In general I do face multiple challenges in life that me & my surrounding people do work our best efforts (with good intentions), yet things didn’t work out. So  when I heard in class about the concept of “receive for The Creators pleasure of sharing”,  it hits me and I think this could be what I haven’t do in past events. Thats why I asked such question and really want to clarify how do we actually “receive for His sake”.

One exact example is, I just went through it today, I work in a company which I work my best, it’s not that I’m in a “waiting for lottery mode” , I do work until so tired daily. I love the company as it’s rare company that I saw people work together with no politics. Yet, today we found that with all our efforts , the company going into cashflow risk, which may not last long. While I understand this world is a world of effects and affected by many factors such as Karma, but I do believe we can do something for the future while it’s still not too late. We all want to do something but we already run out of solutions. So in this case as a example, I don’t understand,

1. how can we further share if we already tried out best and run out of efforts

2. How can we involve the Creator to come in to help/share , we do believe everyone’s desire/vessel for upper world’s help is strong

 

 

 

 

 

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