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Just asking if I perceive it the right way: I am getting it like all the challenges and struggles we go through, shaking us from deep within, will lead us to doubting first, but eventually while being down at the bottom we will seek help, and ask for the guidance of the creater, and thatś the actual prayer.? And then eventually, as we grow , we may  feel more of the connection, but the challenges will stay on… in order for us to experience  a correction so we can balance our desires and our perception of the light out again.  And then there might be the next blow, and it will shake us again, and we will have to work again on gaining balance, and so forth. And I am  undestanding that through the awareness of Kabbalah, even following the path of light, itś not taking away the pain of going through these corrections, but it might be turning it into an internal process, rather than exposing us to more and more external pushes, which would be the path of suffering. Is that kind of going into the right direction?
Basically, it was like a taste of how „being home“ feels… Feeling the connection (most of all during the retreat), feeling that the energy arises from the connection and that it can be so strong; understanding that there are patterns of connection, that the light is basically everywhere, that growing means building a bigger vessel; that itś about using our egoistic nature for the good; that you cannot change the will to receive but its intention.
Itś such calmness in this. Because it includes everything- in me and around me. And it gives a purpose to the struggles, and a feeling of being „home“ whereever I am in terms of my spiritual journey, but as well in terms of life. There is no need to „achieve“ anything, and without that human concept itś so much easier to attain. Itś true peace of mind. But it might also create a longing, because so often we get so disconnected from this.
It inspires me to think that life is but a projection, a place to learn and grow, and most of all, that we are all connected as one, and that while we lost our connection to nature, the law of nature is altruism. And also, that beyond all the struggles in our lives, there is a force that connects everything, and that there is a reason why we have to go through our challenges in life. The most impressive imprint left the retreat, which was my very first experience how it eventually „feels“ to be connected. I am starting to understand itś about energies I didńt consider before, and itś been the first time I felt „at home“ and not alone with my spiritual journey. It came along my way, when I had nearly given up on this, and therefore I am very happy that it lightened this little spark in me.
Hi, there is one more question that just popped up with th quiz…
I am not quite getting how in terms of creation desires are processed throughout  the four phases of light. Is creation an entity, something that developed or happened „once“ and „as a whole“ ( hard to understand when taking away time and space, but anyways), or is it a repetitious process, and every desire is transformed through those four phases, like energy waves that are being transformed through their environment one by one?. In other words, is creation happening „once“ or is it happening again and again?
