I am also studying the aleph-bet, I understand that an Aleph is a dot on the top and a dot on the bottom with a line in between, but you must also understand the meaning of the dot above, the dot below, and the line between before you can understand why the yud resides in the house of bet until the gimmel can receive in order that the dallet can receive not for itself but for the purpose of the heh which is the giver of that which the gimmel receives only to give. This is but the beginning of understanding. Do I understand?

To go even deeper the explanation is within the gematria, ask a simple question, what do you get when you put 2 and 2 together? I tell you there are those that will say 4 and those that say 1, now both are right in their belief, but one is wrong in it’s understanding and only one knows the right answer, but one can not teach the other until the other understands its error and replaces the + with \ can we understand the true meaning. E=MC squared, Einstien was corrected before he realized this truth, he alone did not develop the theory, but he alone is who we give the credit. So simple yet complex enough to be perplexing.

Thank you, please understand that I do not ask these questions in ignorance, but I seek to learn so that I might be blessed with the gift of giving it to others, that I may teach but I do not seek money, for my payment is your understanding and giving it as it has been given freely unto you. I understand but how to achieve this in today’s world if you offer something without demanding something in return you are called a thief. I get it, the waiting is the hardest part. Thank you, thank God for you.