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No. The predominant state of a Kabbalist is feeling oneself between two worlds. The degree to where I am, at first, I don’t feel. Later, I feel it, that it’s concealed. And still later, I reveal it. Then, in the next moment, I feel that there’s also another degree that lies beyond, unattainable for the time being.
- What type of desire do I have to have? A spiritual desire which I want my fellows to be fulfilled?
- And what is the prayer about in this case? The prayer arises as the result of the difference between my desire for them and my ability to fulfill it? Thank you
I had a slight setback with my KabU coursework. I began my studies in September 2022, but then a new job opportunity emerged, which forced me to put my studies on hold. However, I’ve recently recommitted myself to the program, and I’m now eager to continue my journey. Unfortunately, I find myself wondering where I fit in. During a live workshop session with Julian today, 4-1-2023, I heard a reference to a recent workshop for undergraduates, and I can’t seem to locate any information about entry points for these sessions. Despite starting my studies during the last entry point in September, it appears that there are no clear cohorts in the program, and the forums are open continuously. Initially, I assumed I’d be part of a dedicated cohort, but this doesn’t seem to be the case. I’m now unsure about the best way to proceed. Should I continue the course independently until I reach the graduate stage? When I sign up for the next portion of the program, what happens next? Will I be placed in a group of 10? Although it’s nice to have the ability to see the work others have contributed by sharing the same forums continuously, I find it all a bit perplexing. Can you offer any guidance on what my next steps should be?
Hi David,
They were probably referring to the Retreat preparation event. There will be more events, such as this one: https://retreat.kabuconnect.com/
Otherwise, this is a self-paced course until you get to the graduate program where you will be paired with a specific cohort.
It’s like learning a language on Duolingo, where you really don’t need to stress about your pace – that said, what comes out will be in direct proportion to the time and quality you put into your studies.
I feel the Kabbalists, instructors and moderators connecting in love and bestowal during the lessons and when you all are answering the questions and even when reading the kabbalistic texts…and I observe my inability to do that; and I want to be able to do this…is this how the term envy has been explained to us by Julian?
I do envy your ability to connect in love and bestowal and will always be grateful for your guidance and grace through this forum and the zoom classes and your teachings on YouTube Gianni 🙏
Good. Be envious. “Envy, lust and honor bring a person out of this world.” There’s no other way to ascend.
My zoom app does not allow me to see the whole class screen so that it is more like sitting in a circle, so I do not know which way is left 😂 any advice such that I may better follow the process for best connection? I’m so grateful for this opportunity and to Creator for this beautiful environment 💖
Zoom doesn’t have a solution as far as I know, the boxes differ for each participant. Gallery view is the best option if you’re on a computer.
Hi Gianni,
Thanks so much for all you are and all you do! Can you explain please or describe this use of the word “annulment” in reference to “annulling my ego in the ten”
Thanks so much for your time and wisdom!
It means I do not use my desire, I only operate according to the desire of the ten. Except for the regular desires for food, sex, family, etc. which we’re not even taking into consideration.
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