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Now I am 74 I realise that time seems to pass faster as each year passes. that is of course I am not in the dentist chair. So I try to live live as if each day is the last. This has led me to try to love those I come into contact with. Family and friends are easier than casual contacts. I try to speak to those who are homeless and on the streets. these tend to fall into two types those who are trying to keep clean and want to find somewhere to live, and those who are addicted to alcohol and drugs. both groups have produced quite deep conversations although most of the latter are hoping for a hand out by talking to me. I also try to speak to shop workers and others. I also take advantage of the opportunities life presents for enjoyment.
As for the Kabbalah I recognise that I am a late starter and have much still to learn and far to go. I try to put my trust in the creator and seek his help on the journey. I watch as many videos as I possibly can. and join Live groups when available. These are more difficult because I am disabled and need to to sleep when some of the videos are on. I used to be a night owl and study at all hours but these days I drop off to sleep during the day. Despite all this I enjoy studying the Kabbalah and I certainly enjoy life and am happier  than I have ever been.
I can live my life to the fullest through learning Kabbalah. Knowing that all comes from the creator I can be grateful for whatever is happening because right now is a period of growth even if I don’t like what is happening right now. I can ask the Creator any questions and wait in the stillness for the answer instead of trying to come up with the answers myself. That works better for me in this incarnation.
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