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1. Part 2 was mind-bending, soul-shaking and perspective-shifting. I have written pages of reflections in my journal to keep track. An inspiring element is the accessibility of these teachings and how well presented they are here in this format – it´s a delight to be held through the process in such a way. Thank you to all the teachers involved in this effort. I am finding many voices combine, along with the things I´ve read and videos I´ve watched, to form a growing, inner voice that seems to be propelling me forward – prodding, questioning and prompting me to analyse my behaviours and thoughts.
2. To know that prayer is actually self-judgement – how I laughed (and cried) about all the years I have done my best to bargain and strike deals with the Creator to ease my suffering and the suffering of loved ones. There have been extremely difficult experiences in my life that have caused much trauma and pain. I prayed as I was taught. I never knew why these prayers went unanswered (no solutions provided). I prayed harder, more, better, made promises, but still, nothing. I had a moment of realisation this month, seeing all the begging I have done, visualising those ´prayers´ hanging around in the ether and the Creator being unmoved. For some reason, this provoked a fit of hysterics in me and I laughed and laughed until I could no more. It was just so very profoundly funny. That was a strange, revelatory experience. I felt that when I was laughing, the Creator was too.
3. For my fellow students, I wish a speedy correction, in this lifetime if possible. I believe in our efforts.
Dear Leanne, thank you for the gift of expressing yourself in a way that is so touchy and moving, I felt you, your words cracked me up 😄. I had not enough conscious awareness of it, but indeed felt – still feeling – that the Creator operates in a funny way, and laughs with Us, just was reluctant to approach Him from his funny side 🫣; thank you for reinforcing that 🙏, I am laughing more and more these days, my funny bone has been resurrected 😍.
I feel my desire growing with each lesson. Through each KabU course, I find more inspiration to move forward.
I feel my desire for connection developing.
I wish for all of us to meet in one desire, in one heart.
It will be great to meet my fellow students (future friends) when we all reach that point in our coursework.
I feel my heart opening more and more, and am immensely grateful to have the opportunity to contribute to world change through my inner work and correction. All that I’m learning through the Kabbalah lessons resonate in my current progress and provide a very sound explanation. I feel more complete than ever before.
I of course wish the same sense of fulfillment and more to everyone.
Dear Tony and Kabbalah team.
I am immensely grateful, because I see, I feel and I am awakening deeper Love in my heart.
Im sorry I don’t say understanding because I am putting the mind behind. that’s also why sometimes I just don’t want to awaken questions, because I deeply believe they come answered as I need them to be answered.
I Love you all, thank you for your existence! as you do to me….I do to everything and everyone who come across this “Me”
What inspired me most ? The course started & ended with the current state of our world, where, clearly, changes have to be made for humanity to survive. I like that KabU puts its work clearly in this arena – THE most important work we can do. KabU is offering a solution, in that by becoming conscious of the greater whole & working towards creating that unity, instead of for our own egos, must indeed be in alignment with the will of the Creator. If this is actually the case ( & I don’t know that, as yet),then we, who have been called thus far, may have a real influence on how the world now turns. It seems to me that the revelation of Kabbalah now, is the plan of HaShem. Pretty awesome.
In addition, I would like to thank each of these :- KabU for its generosity in giving all this 10 week course for free, Tony & co for the inspiring videos, and the vision and mission of Rav Laitman for presenting this to the world.
What have I learned about myself? That I like a full discussion of the ideas presented, particularly I would have liked more explanations & argey-bargey, since some of these concepts have been very counter-intuitive for me, and rather intellectual – more than felt . I guess I felt a little alone in my questioning of what was being said, and in particular, my concerns with the use of very language very integral to KabU. The picture so far is a difficult & overwhelming one – what is being asked is – well, a complete change in my way of thinking, & the ego does it’s kicking & screaming bit, inevitably. On the other hand, I notice that some changes have been occurring naturally in my personal sphere, so I am being proactive in forming little groups to do various spiritual things. So I am being a little more out there in the world. I frequently find that I have been “led”, though I don’t understand the way, the “HOW” it happened. The push-pull thingey is at work, for sure.
For my fellow students – well done for getting this far, I have found all your comments very helpful to my own reflections, noticing the many different ways all this can be processed, so giving thanks for that. May all your desires be fulfilled.
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