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What inspired me most about the past 5 weeks was how, with the help of regular life events, I was able to still continue to study, even if I feel less and less qualified to continue. Not that I didn’t want to, but the more I wanted and tried, the more information I received that I still don’t have any preliminaries to be allowed to participate. But my current physical state was chosen strategically and aims perfectly to follow the instructions even better than if I just go out and get devoured by society in an act of pure obediance and activism. The instructions are simple, but their realization not always. A point in the heart is a point in the heart, regardless of it is allowed to work, or locked up in detainment, or bombed in palestine. So what really blew my mind is how I am still able to bear with you and myself. So i could put it this way that I learned about myself that I am quite able to already go above reason while following you.
I wish my fellow students that they are in a position to just simply follow all instructions with no physical obstacles. If they have doubts about instructions, that’s their decision. But having no doubts but not really being able to follow them is a curse, and I wish my fellow students to both have the opportunity and faith to follow.
Thank you
Whether personal problems or worldwide problems, we cannot solve them at the level at which they were created/manifested, and our existing toolbox doesn’t have the necessary tools (so far) to repair or reconcile any of it. Yet, such tools exist and the conditions for meaningful connection are available if one is fortunate enough to find the right environment, the right friends, the right books, the right teachers–this is the most inspiring aspect of this class for me.
Meanwhile, I am still quick to anger, slow to forgive, have become more intolerant of others in recent years, and still I am repeatedly absolutely stunned and disarmed (at least temporarily) by Rav Laitman’s writings and video clips. This gives me hope.
My wish for my fellow students is that I might be corrected; otherwise, I will be of no use to the group and merely a disturbance in the environment.
it showed me dynamics of ascending once i corrected my desires; gave me an inner reflection about what i really need as a human dependent of the light, and just reminds me of how much i really have to work on myself to be able to assist me fellow group mates. Thank you, everything is a new experience with kabbalah at hand.
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