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What most inspired me in the course?
What have I learned about myself in the process?
What do I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual development?I was inspired by the way Julian ended the final video lesson, with “I’m not going to tell you,” and added that students had to study Kabbalah and learn for their self.  I thought that was both funny and inspiring. The students with a true desire to learn will proceed. The students who are angered and that are not meant to continue for now will quit.
I liked how Julian emphasized that we can’t be crusaders, but need to work on ourselves.
I wish that my fellow students and I continue to work on ourselves.
What I found most interesting, during a zoom session with Gianni, that he spoke as if he took 100 percent responsibility for everything that happens in his life, even if they are bad, violent events.
But when he described how inside “the Ten” we are expected to be exclusively positive, avoiding not only negative talk but even nice, mundane topics, it dawned on me that this is repressing all negativity instead of dissolving it. Such strongly repressed negativity is bound to pop up somewhere on the outside. Would I therefore be giving too much credit to Bnei Baruch if I postulated that all that powerfully repressed negativity in all cells of “the Ten” is responsible for the manifestations of world- wide conflicts and wars? Take it as a compliment.The inspiration I derived from the course stemmed from the profound sense of connection and guidance I experienced under exceptional instructors, all within a nurturing spiritual community.
I acknowledge the challenges I experience when I am away from this nurturing environment. It serves as a gentle reminder for me to consciously realign my intentions and remain focused on my spiritual journey.
I genuinely hope that my fellow students continue to nurture their personal development and cultivate stronger connections with other dedicated, like-minded individuals. Together, we can inspire one another, helping us all to progress along our spiritual journeys and promote peace and harmony for the greater good.Kabbalah has opened eyes and heart to the beat of the universe. In ways that have a rude awakening and wonderful experience. The new understanding I have of how important our choices in every millisecond is humbling. I feel a duty to be better for the world through studying myself. Thank you for this wonderful gift and experience
Although this course did not concerned “Concealments and revelation”, it was mentioned in some of week 5 readings, and we saw these notions previously. I felt particularly challenged in my relations this past week. It brought some strong unexpected painful emotions I thought were of the past, meaning I had already released them (emotions/ wounds) for good. Obviously they were not. The way I felt and react towards the people involved in these particular situations make me reflect more deeply on these notions. I try to work on these emotions, in order to detach myself and adjust my intentions. I was feeling in the first concealment, challenged. I prayed the light to provide me with courage to strenghten my point in the heart. So I am anxious to be in a group so we could work and support each other.
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