What was my best experience from the previous course? What do I expect from this course?

[Julian Edwards- KabU Instructor]

What was my best experience from the previous course? What do I expect from this course?

[Rosie]

I’ve gained perspective over what I now know as “correction.” It’s not always pleasant but it’s what wakes up and nurtures our “point in the heart.” This explains some of the spiritual challenges I’ve faced in the past. Just wow… so THIS is where it was all leading.

In this course, I want to better understand the practical side of this. The last course emphasized the need to not study alone…something I’ve done a lot of. I want to continue to see how all this works. I’m anxious to understand the true meaning and implications of “loving others as I love myself” at a higher level.

[Gamelah]

I had many great experiences but the best is the connection to the teachers. I feel like I know them, a sort of Deja Vu experience. I also felt comforted with the fact that there is a solution to the suffering that I’m feeling and that throbbing point in my heart as I move through a major crisis.

[Sandor]

My best experience from the course is the suffering I feel when I try to succeed through my formerly working super egoistic practice—experiencing nothing but failure. But I took some actions – the same actions, but not for myself, instead of not hurting some unknown guy by my inner intention. That was a great experience I can recall in the hours of darkness.

My expectation of this course is to see how to do the same without suffering. Let us joyfully correct the ego together. Or start to learn the how-tos, at least.

[Ramar]

I would like some kind of step-by-step plan of a practical nature.

[maria santos]

Remembering thoughts that I had about life and the Creator as a child, and then finding them again in Kabbalah. It gave me encouragement that the Creator is awakening my point in the heart. Sometimes I would read something in our studies that might as well have been in Greek. Then later on it would click, or I would come back to it and it would now make total sense. It made me understand that when the Creator wanted the “gate” to open, He would open them. Also as someone else mentioned, my quest for spirituality in other paths has diminished, it has almost become a repulsion.

[francesca]

I loved understanding that I’m not failing when my egoistic desires overtake me. That’s how I was built. I also loved learning that there is a way to overcome this!

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