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- July 4, 2020 at 3:51 am EDT #33206
Gil ShirModeratorWhen was the first time you sensed existential questions within you, and what did it take for you to listen to their call?
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- November 25, 2021 at 6:50 am EST #190368AleParticipant
For me it was after I finished university, got married, had children, the house and even the dog, got a sense of emptiness like: now what?
- August 17, 2021 at 8:06 pm EDT #59887FranciscoParticipant
It started as a child, but it got very strong once I started work-life, around 22. I could not understand the reason of what I was doing – more often than not, what I was doing would be lost in oblivion the very next day or week. It was a painful growth in the career universe. Those existential problems never left me, but slowly I came to accept the selfish path as the way to go – despite never really obtaining any overwhelming success – neither on the point of view of society nor on my own. A series of heavy personal setbacks and emotional pain last year led me to coincidentally discover the Kabbalah. Sometimes I wonder if it was the Kabbalah that actually discovered me. The truth is, my outlook, perception and insight have massively changed. I hope to one day embody a positive change towards the supraconscious and all-loving macro-Human entity.
- August 11, 2021 at 1:24 am EDT #59515SauliParticipant
When I was a kid and later around when I was 20-22 years old.
- July 2, 2021 at 7:56 pm EDT #56176ORLANDOParticipant
Since a kid I was my fathers shadow for part of my life and I was always puzzled with all the questions that hit us all and made us come together here in search of the answers to those questions specially “What is the purpose of my life” ?
- June 17, 2021 at 12:06 pm EDT #54419HenryParticipant
Don’t remember, but it’s surely there 🙂
- June 8, 2021 at 11:03 pm EDT #53595KatieBugParticipant
The first time I asked these questions I was little, about 5 or 6.. then a few years went by… I asked these questions again.. not really getting any real answers other than those found in religion.my parents couldnt properly answer them, family couldn’t, church leaders, or friends.. over time I stopped asking and eventually told theres no way possible to answer any of these questions so I went about life as if i could make my own purpose and reason for life and just live simply and be a good person..these questions popped back up again for me about 3 or 4 years ago and i felt called to answer them.. got into new age.. that did not work out. Now here I am, feeling that maybe I have found the way to answering those questions. I look foward to studying more and more and eventually being a part of a group. Thank you for these courses.
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