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I can feel the Creator easily when i see the big picture, biology, astronomy, physics, even psychology…but is very difficult grasping the concept that he is behind my procrastination, my inability to  be better person.  That is a goal of my life, be an instrument of his goodness, but i end failing and doing what i do not want. Some days i feel hopeless… It is this feelings part of  His plan?
I believe that a true prayer is when I admit my powerlessness to manage my life, that when feeling hopeless look at our creator and give my will and life to him knowing i am unable to do it without his help.
Everything is connected, I see it in Nature, I feel i am part of my surroundings as trees, birds, ants, rocks, air, starts, clouds…I feel awe, love and a sense of being safe just here and now. I sense something bigger than my poor perception is developing . I cannot see it, but i feel it.
My best experience with the first course was discovering the meaning of past live events as part of a bigger plan. Being part of the KabU community with  the same purpose.
To the most complete sense reality i could  perceive studying Kabbalah, having a group with the same intentions, and the help of my Creator, for whom my soul is yearning.
