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I don’t go d’accord with the method ‘fake it till you make it’. I could eventually try to fake it after saying the truth. This is not negotiable, now don’t tell me I have to quit or you fire me.
And the other thing is, you guys are boosting the desire for a group since Kabbalah Revealed, amplifying the expression of the meaning it has to have for us. This ‘boosting’ has at a certain point a negative effect, namely you loose me (or smo else). Because you are following an imagined plan instead of following Creator. If you would, you would totally be connected with me, and you would precisely feel me and when the time is for what. Isn’t it quite popular!? When does this often happen and whom? …
Forgive my straight openness.
If you mean the issues we have now in the world to deal with – these wouldn’t be! We would have systems which are made for the good of all and everyone in accordance with nature (real good, not a ‘good’ that it needs to be interpreted as such), systems which would be even bestowing. There wouldn’t be any harm or any anger, it would be a total balance and abundance. It would be a holy flow among us and among everything, it would be Eden.
It was a challenge to hear about the state of spirit we all want to achieve as our goal, because I was practising that in a part of the family and with friends. Sharing, supporting the others emotionally and morally, steping back letting the other in front, we were taught to do so, and it was even working with some and sometimes. But this was back in Romania and in the communism time. Through a difficult relationship with the mother I even was in the situation to become at least emotionally a mother for her (at that time with the goal to receive, of course), and that triggerts now a lot, because that was too much too early. I was a mother before I could be a woman. And I could only be a mother like a child could (and somehow I was led spiritually as I know today) So I was already “exercising” the state of Bina – and somehow still do. Plus I am still atracting people, who have unprocessed mother-issues, being a surface of projection for them, which is very awkward for me. The solution for me would be to defend and disolve that position in order to become free there. Kabbalah has surely another approach I wish I can deal with. So I was wondering, when you speak about absorbing desires, if I would be able to absorb pure desires, not trauma, and I felt a resistance against the idea of “absorbing”. You even say guys, sometimes is more mess. So then halleluya.
Which reality do you mean? The true or the false one? I wouldn’t say “feel” but “realize”. The “reality” reflects my state of mind and mood, on which I then react – this leads to a kuddelmuddel. Could we just turn off this kuddelmuddel called perception and turn on recognizing? I think it is called revelation too?
Hm. Within receiving I would say I have a wide range of free will. I can choose to hear to the voice of the ego or of the Creator, can choose the forms in which I create a day of my life. I even can choose how I am going to interpret or integrate an occurance. But I learn here, that this is all predetermined, while I’m feeling it’s my own will. No, I can’t exactly identify.
