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- January 20, 2023 at 7:53 am EST in reply to: Ask anything about week 3 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor. #310455CyndiParticipant
Thank you I will read this
January 19, 2023 at 6:41 am EST in reply to: Ask anything about week 4 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor. #310375CyndiParticipantI realize I have no understanding -I don’t even understand if I have entered this course with the right intention, maybe I only entered it out of fear of death. The ego can be so sly, I wish to know how to pray for understanding but I realize I don’t know how to pray, because prior to studying Kabbalah was I spiritually dead? Will the Creator hear any prayer from the spiritually dead? Does one pray the way we were taught in Christianity? How does one pray? The more I try to know, the more I don’t know. I try to pray the Ana Bekoach because I feel I don’t know how to do a ‘regular’ prayer anymore, so I thought, maybe I just need to say this prayer, but when I try, I just inexplicably cry and not with tears of joy. In fact, as I continue on in this course, I keep feeling emotional, like I will never have understanding, nor altruism.
January 17, 2023 at 2:43 pm EST in reply to: Ask anything about week 3 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor. #310275CyndiParticipantI don’t really understand how I can develop my sixth sense or how I will recognize that I am doing things right –
January 17, 2023 at 8:35 am EST in reply to: Ask anything about week 2 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor. #310262CyndiParticipantI kept thinking about ‘Jacobs Ladder’ during this discussion of the ladder to the higher worlds
January 17, 2023 at 5:27 am EST in reply to: What was my best experience from the previous course? What do I expect from this course? #310257CyndiParticipantThe point in the heart – the potential to grow a vessel
I thought I already had a vessel, that I needed to become more in tune with Creator to let more light in, but now I realize I have the potential for a vessel, it has to be grown
CyndiParticipantHello-
My name is Cynthia-
I work up in the Canadian Arctic for long periods at a time –
I hope this course will give me understanding to grow my vessel
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