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With relentless intense desire and longing we humbly ask knowing the connection will come when we are ready to receive it fully.
While I was thinking of my question I may have answered it but will ask it anyway. suppose I am doing work I do not enjoy or working with people I do not enjoy exposed to a toxic boss – someone who has harmed people I care about and who threatens my stability with each interaction. This is the opposite of the friend who has made a feast comprising of all my favorite things. How do I correct the feeling of dread within me and transform it into the will to bestow?
When I contemplate the divine spark in our dear collective I am reminded of the sacred torus in motion. May our exchange continually embody and expand the collective presence within the abiding ineffable Bestowal.
I feel as though I need to be very careful with this type of awareness because of my capacity to feel energy coupled with my own trauma experiences makes me question my discernment of what I am actually feeling. I look forward to learning more about how to filter my energetic perception on the Kabbalistic path.
I’m swirling from the terminologies but I am connecting with the material insomuch as I am feeling it. Last night I had a dream I was in an everyday world similar to my own until I came in contact with other people. First of all there was no barrier when approaching someone because the coherence was innate. Once contact was made physically and I note it was not sexual in any way, bliss, love, and sensations were so pleasurable that I hesitated with a distinct thought of death. Should I die and be separated from the resonate bliss I could not bear it. I reassured myself that even the thought of that was not enough to prevent me from experiencing the bliss and I surrendered to it once more. Why does this dream standout for me? Because I have never experienced anything like it before. I cannot help but believe that study of Kabbalah is responsible for this. Dreaming has always been the way I receive or process insight in my life. While I cannot recreate the dream experience in my waking life I can incorporate and integrate what I have dreamed as real and this is how I grow and evolve. I am grateful to be here and feel renewed with hope through the study of Kabbalah as it is providing me with a resonance of truth I can experience even if I am struggling with the terminology.
