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I feel as though I need to be very careful with this type of awareness because of my capacity to feel energy coupled with my own trauma experiences makes me question my discernment of what I am actually feeling. I look forward to learning more about how to filter my energetic perception on the Kabbalistic path.
I’m swirling from the terminologies but I am connecting with the material insomuch as I am feeling it. Last night I had a dream I was in an everyday world similar to my own until I came in contact with other people. First of all there was no barrier when approaching someone because the coherence was innate. Once contact was made physically and I note it was not sexual in any way, bliss, love, and sensations were so pleasurable that I hesitated with a distinct thought of death. Should I die and be separated from the resonate bliss I could not bear it. I reassured myself that even the thought of that was not enough to prevent me from experiencing the bliss and I surrendered to it once more. Why does this dream standout for me? Because I have never experienced anything like it before. I cannot help but believe that study of Kabbalah is responsible for this. Dreaming has always been the way I receive or process  insight in my life. While I cannot recreate the dream experience in my waking life I can incorporate and integrate what I have dreamed as real and this is how I grow and evolve. I am grateful to be here and feel renewed with hope through the study of Kabbalah as it is providing me with a resonance of truth I can experience even if I am struggling with the terminology.
To understand the root or cause is to open perception beyond the effect aptly perceived by the 5 senses. The knowledge of roots or the absolute forces that do not change and are beyond 5 senses perception provides information essential to understand how reality actually works.
