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<p style=”text-align: left;”>What inspires and keeps me going is that there is none else beside HIM, and when I really feel lost – oh soooooo many times, or better said most of the time – I just stop and lean into trusting the upper force. Also the leadership as a service fills me with warmth and inspiration, to have world leaders who attained spirituality feels uplifting. . About myself: I keep facing the discomfort and resistance to study, lots of socially unaccepted emotions are flooding me. More I deepen my trust and have the unshakable gut level knowing that this study is what I need, more discomfort and resistance is present. I wish for all my pears to find connection and be able to attract the upper light even when things are tough, to know they are supported and loved even if it feels the opposite.</p>
All area of life and economy will be governed in perfect alignment with the Creator’s will to benefit the whole Creation, every decision will be made equivalent with the Creator’s quality of infinite bestowal and love. The wise saying that “good leaders eat last” will become the norm.
I do not know … I really don’t know how to answer this question as I don’t have experience helping others on their path; but I am curious and ready yet scared to find out how really is to work in a group with like hearted people.
By intentionally wanting to be open for the reforming light to transform us, bring us closer to be like the Creator, think about it, allow it into every moment of our life, every situation we find ourselves in, into every small or big task and challenge we come across.
I learned theoretically that we have to receive not to fulfill personal desires but receive for the benefit to fulfill the goal of the creation … that is how I understand it intellectually. But I do not truly know as I can not experience it … I have a deep longing to truly know it, as to sense it so accurately as I can perceive my surrounding with my five physical senses, but I can not. The lack of felt experience leaves me in the “unknown”.
Would like to connect, to express my experiences and listen to people – well, the present truth is I am struggling to express myself and takes few days to contemplate on preparation Q’s – to bring the presence of the Creator everywhere, to the most ordinary, everyday life actions. If I’m in a challenging situation, would like to handle the situation as the Creator would, and not what my ego dictates … I know this might be a long shot, and I’m far from being ready and able to do it, but this is the visceral feeling of “Kabbalah in action” for me.
