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I watched both clips multiple times to absorb it and be able to write my impression … I am having hard time writing … watching the videos touched me on a level I did not expect. First it felt like I was pulsed through a blender internally, then had to wait for the whole experience to slowly settle down and clarify itself.
I came in touch with a very old yearning for a true, authentic teacher, one who is rooted into the truth of “God” so purely, that I can completely, totally, ultimately put my being in his hands, trust and know deep in every little particle of my being that He has the map to guide us “back home”. I have the a solid reassurance I am in the right place 💖.While I feel lucky and honoured to be here against some bumps along the road, I am grieving the times/situations of resistance 💔. Rav Rav Michael Laitman’s presence radiates confidence and safety, that following the teachings will get me to the Creator’s revelation and final correction, he is the true embodiment of somebody who walked his talk and attained the higher reality.
In my worst times of resistance, darkness, challenges, sadness and everything in between I go to his statement at the end of Introduction to his book The Kabbalah Experience: “I am with you all the way” 💞, and I feel being lifted, connected in a purposeful way. If that one written sentence of His has such a powerful effect, I am completely annulled, my heart and mind is like a brand new hard drive ready to receive the command “Install OS Revelation of Creator”.
Sorry for the longer then few sentences writing, but this is just a tini-tiny fraction of what came up in terms of relationship to one’s spiritual teacher 💗.I could clearly separate my intention and feelings … listening to both versions brought up some old memories, different ones respectively, mostly painful ones, then parallel with that I could keep my intention to wanting the reforming light but all I felt was triggers, discomfort. I know and accept that all is coming from the Creator, is it like “we have to feel it to heal it” … that the reforming light is shining on those past pains and we consciously have to process them to move forward? I have the urge to go back and listen multiple times … I will, see/feel if something shifts or changes? I want it to 💗 …
Hi, I’m Eva, I am just slowly getting to the end of Kabbalah in Action course, and “wrestling” with lots of resistance. The initial flow came to a full stop – I no longer feel I’m getting the answers I’m seeking and feels like eating me from inside. I got drawn to this course hoping to get some grip, to create a crack for the light to enter the resistance, learn how to read correctly, listen, connect, whatever it takes to get back “on track”. I’m hoping to “befriend” this hopeless feeling and learn to work with it instead of against it.
I loved everything, I flew through the whole course in 2 days. Usually it is so hard for me to write comments and reflect, but here!? It came easy and with flow. Many of these concepts were familiar to me and so looking forward digging deeper into the network of connection, the incredibly intelligence of our body , how it is capable to sense and navigate the human network through our incredibly “high tech” nervous system, if we master – both scientifically and experientially – the “program language” of it, and use it’s full potential, we totally, really can sense into each other on visceral level. When that conscious level of bio-neuro-chemical connection happens, I imagine we complete the goal of Creation, all the puzzle pieces get into place 💞🧩🥰
We are completely hardwired by the environment on our automatically functioning nervous system level, just as animals are, but in a self-destructive way and these autonomic connections are “running the show”, our lives. Our higher, logical/reasoning function is focused only on the already formed, “faulty” program and is disconnected from the rest our more primitive, yet highly intelligent, nature developed, automatic functions – just the fact how much complex, biochemical function is going on after we eat a meal to transform the food into energy? Super complex and intelligent work, yet we do not have to think and reason and calculate with our higher brain to do it, goes automatically. We have to turn our higher brain potential to observe, understand and re-integrate the survival functions into everyday life. Then we might be able to start seeing/perceiving how we are influenced by our environment and rewire or re-program ourselves to make positive changes to match the evolutionary force.
