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I can completely understand why a spiritual environment is needed. But most of the time, we are in our daily environment(s). My question is: how can i transition the work that i do in the spiritual environment, into my daily environment? There also i would like to work with the right and the left line, in order to come to middle line.
As i am trying to put in practice already the most important concepts (not in a group of 10 but in my daily life), i start to notice more and more my egoistic traits. I become aware of the fact that i regularly have thoughts about my friends that are not so nice. I feel that i’m jalous or that i want to use a certain friend, or that i want to be the best in something comparing to my friends etc. At the same time i see also the egoistic behavior of my friends. I see the hidden agenda’s behind their words and actions. Together with my own egoistic behavior and intentions, its not so nice to discover.
And then i try to do an excercise: to go very consciously in pure bestowal (and this sometimes results in pure giving, literally (although i know that it’s in essence not meant literally). And when then, by coincidence, that specific friend who i gave so much, forgets my birthday and i don’t even receive a little message from him, i really have difficulties to continue to be loving to him. This is an example of what i experienced not so long ago. Probably arranged by the Creator, so that i become aware of the fact that my “pure giving” was not so pure at all? What do i have to do in that case? Its horrible that i have to admit that i’m not capable of unconditional “love”…
“The channel is blessed by the Light that flows through it…”
By being a channel of Light for others, we are indeed accelerating our own proces.
When i spread Kabbalah to others , i become a pipe through which the reforming Light can correct them. In this way, their parts in me are corrected. And at the same time, because i became this channel of Light, the Light is also correcting me.
As i read in the recommended reading the text of the Arvut, i’m having the thought that we are now in a Time that Israel is doing exactly the opposite of “Love your neighbour as yourself”. I mean literally: the land Israel is destroying their neighbours. I know its a language of roots and branches, but i suppose its not by coincidence that right now Israel is doing exactly the opposite of what was asked from them, and that on a enormous scale. Its probably a sign that we are in the last phase of the ego’s expanding force?
