[Jennifer]

I did pretty well until lesson 11.  With that I started getting lost in the terms.  I watched a couple times and went through the extra info on the diagram.

I’m not able to sort out what this means —  Now every piece of the system has the opposite qualities of Bina and Malchut, in a single carrier.

Does this mean bestowal and reception in every Partzuf or something else?

Thanks!

JC

[Jennifer]

I’ve been looking at my levels of judging others and instead of connection with others for a long time (years).  I can see the loneliness this creates in myself and others.  I desire to develop and experience true heart connection in the Kabbalah method.  At least the beginnings of it that I’m able to achieve.

[Jennifer]

I need to build a foundation of understanding.  I’m wondering what actions I should take, if any in addition to doing the lessons.

[Jennifer]

I’ve felt low before and it taught me that through what I suffered I became better and wiser.  If this lessons hits a nerve, I’m glad that you shared the insight of the experience others have had.

[Jennifer]

Develop Masach so that I would only receive to bestow.   I would love others as I love myself as a form of bestowal to the creator.

[Jennifer]

when we have a desire.  once we have the desired we no longer want it.

[Author]

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