[Juule]

I have been connected to the Wisdom of the Kabbalah Kabbalahfor five years.  I began by watching presentations on Youtube of The Great Transition with Seth and Asaf, also Kabbalah KabbalahExplained Simply with various other instructors.  I have taken the basic courses at KabU KabUand am in the graduate environment and also in a permanent 10.

When I began to connect to the teachings of Kabbalah a sort of strange sensation was starting to happen in my physical body.  My feet began to feel heavy and it felt like I was sinking into the earth.  This sensation continued and was moving up from my feet to encompass the entirety of my body.  It feels external to me like I am turning into a stone and yet internally there is a vibration occurring that feels like millions of butterflies are fluttering in my solar plexus.  I know that Rabash Rabashhas said that if one is sick to see a doctor and if that one didn’t work then see another.  I have seen 4, have taken every single test to take and none can give me an explanation as to the organic reason why my affliction exists. It is now interfering with everything that I do.

I brought this up with Asaf on a KES zoom a few weeks ago with Asaf and he said that I could be in an advanced state (whatever that means) and I should read Shamati 4, four times over.  To be very honest here I have a difficult time understanding any Shamati texts but in#4 especially in the 2nd paragraph where is says (albeit out of context) “lack of faith” especially when Asaf said that “lack of faith” does not mean lack of faith(?).  I have read this complete passage on my own and with my ten, yet nothing has detectably shifted.

My ten reads Shamati everyday and I try to attend as best I can but I feel a real frustration in that there is no instructor to help navigate the text and I feel left to my feeble devices to deal with it.

Can you help me understand what is meant by saying that I could be in an advanced state which I hope is not like a cancer or a death watch.  And also what “lack of faith” means if it doesn’t mean lack of faith?  Thank you.

[Juule]

I would love to see A interconnected and unified world with all beings.  This course really inspired that possibility.

[Juule]

The concept of mutual guarantee.  What’s good for you is also good for me.

[Juule]

It’s a vested self-interest seeking instant gratification. We are not thinking for the best suited collective yet.

[Juule]

Absolutely!  I can think of at least two during my life.  There’s probably more if I take more time to remember.

[Juule]

We are learning our way to becoming one being with one heart.

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