[Peter]

I want to attain truth. In every instance and moment, in or outside time and space, in this or other universes, dimensions and in all that is still unknown, I desire to attain truth. To see all of options, choices, directions, possibilities, potentials, and to know, desire and intent a choice that at the moment serves in most optimal way, All.

[Peter]

Lesson 1 materials helped me re-set several of my perspectives on life. I appreciate how rational and simple the teaching are. One video has made a significant impact on me. In the video Tony Konec compares and explains the difference between Awakening and Spiritual Awakening. The core of my historical belief was “I and everyone else awaken individually, and at some point of awakening all of us become One.” Now, I see how irrational that is, and that it fails to discuss other details that are necessary to foster a Spiritual Awakening. As Tony’s words carried the truth to my ears, I felt it and I felt the heaviness of it. I felt the rationality of the explanation. I felt heaviness around the effort that it will take on my part to change. My myth of my awakening was being literally deconstructed in real time. No hero story for my ego. No zip zap magic to show off my talents. No petitions praying for God to change. No closing off from people. I felt silence in me. It was a big “oh oh,” for me. It was a gift of harsh reality, and it felt silencing. The other thing was, I felt my commitment, and with that came the feeling of the potential power of spiritual awakening. This was calming. As I write this, couple of days later after watching the video, I still feel that silence of that moment. I do not want to doubt, but I still have a bit of that in me. Am I seriously committed to this?  This would mean letting go of my historical myths that have provided me with a level of protection, and got me to now (at least that is what I believed at that time). Am I seriously committed to this? The degree to which I comprehend the teachings, this is serious stuff. I cannot be half in, half out. That’s that.

I am looking forward to lesson 2.

[Peter]

I am in pursuit of truth. I want to expand the horizon of what truth is in every moment of my life.

[Peter]

Hello to All,
My name is Peter, I am grateful to take this step toward truth. My intention is to help and hope to be helped.
Cheers,
Peter
PS.
Tony K, thank you for your teachings in Kabbalah Revealed. It is what brought me here. I am humbled yet fascinated at the same time. Thank you.

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