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What inspired me most, and taught me most, was that I am 100% an EGO . In my practical life, when I had a real fall-out with a friend, was that I observed my “evil intention” – all that nasty thinking, and even as I thought it, said to myself “This is ONLY my ego talking “. What a battle, oh the pain of not being able to shut it up, how it went on & on ! I observed & knew it wasn’t the truth, and at some point, it just stopped & I no longer needed to hold myself as right. (I can see clearly now the rain has gone) That s a lesson I intend to hold onto, & in our group when necessary.
My Hope & Intention for the next course, is that I/we begin to make the changes in our spiritual nature. I have to say that at the moment, I m feeling mostly curiosity, and hope that it will emerge into a true desire for that connection. It feels important, above reason, that we increase the small numbers of groups everywhere which are moving from individuated to one-ness, and healing the shattered soul of Adam HaRishon. That this is possible seems miraculous, and in fact what I have been looking for my whole life. It s an adventure not to be missed, and an awesome responsibility.
What I wish for my fellow students, my group of 10, and myself, is that we are able to work with all that we have learned so far, and support each other, grow the ability to care for each other as ourselves, and to know that we ARE one within the group, and to discover that is our purpose. To do that with good grace, and a sense of humour.  I cant wait !!!
Hi Christie, I have heard that the small country of Bhutan places Gross National happiness as its most important ” product”, so that is one place where this is already happening, & has been for a very long time. Its nice to know that we are not the only pioneers, and there are many others on this path. I get very tired of focusing on the greed/power dynamic, since although we cant help knowing its all around us, it is a force of this world, and like everything, comes from the Creator as a means of waking us up to our intention to connect with the Reforming Light.
It may seem simple to you now, Martin, but I doubt its at all obvious to 99% of the population. !  And – doesnt it make you think ? ! I mean, how can this be, and what can we DO with this amazing bit of knowing ?
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…………struggling with what IS. The actual amount of change WE need to achieve , before we can access the Reforming Light. I personally am very interested, curious, and keen to see what it might feel like. I can’t imagine what it might be like to be able to pray, and get a direct reply. WE need to have a great deal of discernment & wisdom to be able to handle this level of responsibility wisely. Therefore, it wont be an easy ride. We have to overcome our own dear selves !
I believe that its wise to look at what we are facing, and take note, because IF/WHENÂ it works, this will be the important place to come from to help others up. And I sincerely hope it will work !
I prefer not to speculate on the EVENTUAL outcome, since humanity is so very VERY far from that place at the moment. I understand only intellectually at the moment, since we have not yet got as far as groups of ten. When we get to groups of ten, I imagine all our own EGOS will come up to the front, and lead us a merry dance. At this point, rather than looking at the eventual, we will be struggling with
Kabbalah in Action has been a beacon of light for me. I really enjoy coming to the computer each week & discovering something else new to learn. Somehow I feel a great attraction to the new vistas opening up.  I feel that it is already changing how I view myself in the world, and I m keen for more. I mean, I m seeing my own faults more which would be cringing, if it weren’t balanced by the other aspect which is to reach a higher level of development. I calculate its worth accepting the pain because of the potential gain.
I had wondered if this was the moment we d start in our group of 10, and I m quite glad there is more preparation and just a toe in the water. The main AIM, to get to operate in the Spiritual world is too important to rush into, so I m happy to move towards it in a steady manner. The idea of arriving at the moment ( however long it takes ), when we FEEL the personal interest of the Reforming Light, is both incredibly exhilarating and also scary, as its such a responsibility and so far in advance of where I am now.
