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This has been an important week for me. Perhaps these things were building, perhaps the lessons triggered their release. Four things stand out from Week 1 of Part 2.
1. There is None Besides Him, and He resides in my own heart. The relationship I have growing in the Point in my Heart with the Creator consumes all my desire.
2. It is not important how I view other people, those not on my path. Everyone must travel their own journey, and time will take them where they are supposed to go. Focusing on my own journey is what matters now. The rest will fall into place. I can love all of them, for what they are and for who they will be eventually. We are all One.
3. What happened in the past was neither negative or detrimental to anyone, even though it appeared that way. No time or journey was wasted. I searched for a long time for Spirituality, all manner of divinity and even Kabbalah. When I reached the time of true hatred of the egoistic ways of my youth and adult life and truly opened my heart and begged the Creator to forgive me and show me the way to fix these things, I found KabU. They say, When the student is ready the teacher appears. Now I realize how blessed I am, to have been given these strong challenges that I have overcome in my heart. I do feel chosen, and appreciative of the great Joy that comes into my being every so often now.
4. The importance of being with others who are on the same path is starting to sink in. Finally I have participated in the Sunday Zoom session, and I walked away with such a feeling of connection, a feeling of Light that opened in my soul. I feel that connection here in online class and I crave my books as they return the same feeling, but being in that meeting has changed me.
Thank you everyone, instructors and students alike.
I can see that religions and Kabbalah are opposites. But still we have people in Kabbalah who stay with their religions also. If There is None Else Besides Him, and seeing another ‘force’ as equal is a sin, where does that fit with Christians who pray to Jesus instead of the Creator? If they say that Jesus is the son of God they still give the power to the son, along with or instead of the Creator. Always I hear, Jesus is our only savior, belief in Jesus will save the world.
Would a Kabbalist feel that these people are sinners, as Christians tend to call themselves? But for the reason that they see Jesus as equal in force to the Creator Himself? Or is it perhaps like the Point in the Heart,that they are just unaware of it yet, like egoists who do not feel the Point in the Heart, yet, or in this lifetime. Not sinners, due to being unaware, just following their instincts.
I am sitting here trying to form my question and my dog is just outside the door, howling away, distracting me terribly. I am losing my connection with the lesson, with the Creator, and wondering why that dog is doing that, what’s going on outside. Finally I realize that my connection to the lesson is completely gone now, I cannot concentrate, I should lock the dogs in the house when I am here at KabU.
I go outside and find that he has managed to get behind the gate and he is locked out of the yard, howling at me to come in. He had a good reason, and I laugh. The Creator has set me up with a fine example of what I just learned in this lesson and even though whatever it was I was going to write instead of this is now gone, I am feeling closer to the Creator because of it. Thank you for this lesson Tony, and Thank You to the Creator for the timely personalized example. Lately I feel chosen.
I am trying to look at my corporeal surroundings with the eyes of a child. All is wonder. I am trying to keep the feeling of expansion in the Point in my Heart as I go through my day. Already I can feel that, most especially when I open the physical books and read and try to understand. My overwhelming desire is to advance spiritually and through this desire I can feel the force the Creator brings to me in all I see and do.
Today I am overwhelmed with anti-semitism in social media. I am being asked what is my take on the New Zionists, being called Satanists, Death lovers, child killers. They talk about Christian-Zionists taking over, saying the Torah and Talmud say Jews may not own their own country, that Jews in Israel call Zionism Satanism. They highlight the word AshkeNAZI like that. What is my take on it? Hubs and Nodes, where does this work for us? I see the people with evil in their hearts taking the Hubs. I see the Nodes as dumbed-down people being led to Sodom. Does it have to go this way, must it blow up before it gets better? I am just so sick of it and I don’t know where else to go to ask. What do I do now? I am studying, growing my soul here, making good personal progress. Should I just walk away from all of this and focus on my own growth? Are these questions too big for an answer? My next course includes how to have world peace. Will I live that long? Not likely as I am older, and what I see in the world makes me just so sad, especially for the children, the future.
What stands out most for me was the feeling of connection to the instructors and other students. Even though I study alone, in my own time, somehow the feeling of being together with no time or space constrainment was so prevalent that I seemed to feel as though the point in my heart was opening, expanding, and joining with the other students as if they were all still in the room.
While waiting for part 2 I have delved into the many books I have purchased, started other courses, and allowed this feeling to permeate in all I do. I am expecting the course to bring me a notch higher on the ladder as I feel and desire it so deeply. It’s almost a frightening feeling, to have finally found a way to learn what has been in my heart for so long.
