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Everything is planned (the outer circumstances), the ink is dry. The only way to change that and gain agency and not just follow our fate is to do the spiritual work. Freedom is the ability to choose our attitude in any given situation, and yes in stressful and anxious situations it seems out of sight, so asking how one can acquire that freedom is a good questions. First of all, the reforming Light only can help if one is willing to be vulnerable, to allow the Light to reach them. Second, once one is open they have to choose who they want to be, who they were before or someone who knows that the source has so much more stored for them, and all it requires for it to flow is faith, adhesion, and confidence working together to create the willingness to become who you choose to be.
Faith or trust is the decision to act as if transformation is possible before you have proof. It is basic trust that the source is real and benevolent.
Adhesion to source is the persistence to remain connected to the reforming Light even when doubt arises, even when you cannot see it working.
And then there is confidence from actual experience. The growing trust that emerges after you have experienced the Light actually working through small shifts and changes.
How? By constantly questioning reality! “There is none else besides Him” isn’t something you believe harder. It’s something you tune into, like adjusting an old radio until the static dissolves and—ah—there it is. The song was always playing.
By changing self-talk, like this, –> By choosing how is this serving my growth?” instead of “why me?” or “What can I fix here?” instead of “What is here for me?” or “What am I missing out?” instead of “I guess that’s all there is” and whoosh suddenly I see that the Light way always there, just waiting for me to slow down and listen, and wonder.
This isn’t watching yourself watching reality. We’re not floating above life like a spiritual drone. We’re inside it, but listening sideways—attuned to intention, not just outcome.
Slowing down isn’t passivity, it’s respect. Wonder isn’t weakness, it’s alignment. Questioning reality, in this case, isn’t skepticism. it’s devotion that refuses to sleepwalk.
Right now, my perception of reality often feels like Rarity at Princess Celestia’s party — dressed up and hyper-aware of every stain that could ruin the gown. I grew up in a world modeled on caution and mistrust: “Be careful, stay safe, don’t let the world touch you.” Even after much inner work, I still sometimes experience reality as a place where I must defend myself instead of participate.
Through the study of Kabbalah, I hope to transform that perception. I want to see a world that isn’t hostile but purposeful — a living field where every encounter, even the difficult ones, is part of a benevolent design. I want to feel that people around me aren’t just surviving their scripts, but that each soul carries a spark of holiness waiting to be revealed.
In short, I hope the study leads me from guarded awareness to trustful perception: to see reality as the Creator’s classroom, not a battlefield; to sense unity beneath the noise; and to walk through the party unafraid to dance, knowing the Light is everywhere — even if the dress gets a little stained along the way.
Hello,
I’m Kyro. I don’t quite know whether to call myself “new” or “experienced,” because my path with Kabbalah has been both — familiar and yet always new. The teachings feel less like something external I’m learning and more like a vocabulary for truths I’ve always felt intuitively.
For me, Kabbalah isn’t dry theory but a living map that connects inner work, emotions, and daily life — the correction of the vessel through heart, body, and mind together. I’m deeply sensitive to the “emotional weather” within and around me, and I see this practice as a way to keep the hidden light alive while learning to walk wisely through human chaos.
From this course I hope to reconnect with structure, language, and community — to turn intuition into conscious co-creation with the Source. I’m grateful to be here and look forward to learning and growing with you all.
Warmly,
Kyro
