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If we are pressured by the surrounding light and the kli empties… and we are exposed to this emptiness, the darkness…and all it feels like is that basically all we can achieve is separation and darkness, because we have nothing to give, and we don’t have the faith to truly overcome , because all we feel is the lack… what is the flaw in this? How do we correct our perception? How can we have faith when we don’t feel connection, creator, whatsoever…?
Hi Gianni… it’s a simple z maybe … but how do you recognize when you are just disconnected versus getting distanced from your root (if that is possible). How do you know when it’s just a matter of overcoming versus when you are on the wrong path? And what do you do when reading the excerpts appears to be rather painful because they contain all the lights while you feel just darkness around you. I suppose the answer to all this would just be to connect, but what if that doesn’t work?
Thanks:)
Gianni, thank you for all these answers. In the TES chapters that are currently being studyied in the morning lessons, there is so much precious information on how the lights cascade downwards and upwards, how they leave records in the vessels or sometimes not… it seems on the one handside simple laws, but then again this beautiful complexity unfolds. What are we humans doing in this? It seems like we are way too “roughly cut”, too coarse, to work with it. When you wrote about asking and trying to connect more , that this is the one task… is this the one act we can do to create an awakening from below?And as a consequence, does this make us a conduit for the light, so that the surrounding light can shine more precisely and into a specific deficiency? Is that when it becomes the reforming light, and thus the path of suffering becomes enhanced into a path of light? And for us… is it that we have to be in this deficiency, so that the process of creation evolves more?We are just desires, right? Meaning… is our role to be the ones in the darkness, in the pain, struggling to get out of it?
Thank you Gianni… now, my question is maybe a bit weird, but why do we try to draw the light that reforms? What should be our intention for the whole when we ask for it? This world is so in need of it, we are in need of it… but I feel I don’t understand what I am asking.
Hi Gianni, thanks a lot for answering all these questions. There is another one that really strikes me…
What is the spiritual impact of connecting with the world kli in the morning lesson… not for oneself , but the whole? I understand it’s about drawing the light that reforms… what is the impact of doing this in the world kli? In a nutshell… what should be our attitude, focus, and which role should we accept in the male OR female root as we commit ourselves to this part of the work?
And as we try, how can we become a conscious part of this system, take our place and add our work, love and connection in terms of drawing the light that reforms?
Thank you:)
Hi Gianni, I have got a question… which is relating to the process that has been given to us to form this new ten. It´s amazing friends around everywhere. But I don´t feel any ten inside of me or around me anymore, You may say it was supposed to be for the good or in order to challenge the will to receive… whatever… I got lost on that way. Because some friends of my old ten were left behind or struggle, …it´s like that ten we felt we had remains existent, but since not all friends are in this “new ten”… now it´s like being in two tens or in no ten at all…I am trying to just do the work, but I just realise that formula of a ten doesn´t exist in me anymore, I can´t relate to it… and much as I try, I cannot rebuild it… I try of course, as I have been told to do that. But soon as I try to immerse with the new group, I feel those that have been left behind, … it´s like I am supposed to choose which part of the organism I attach to, but I cannot be with both…. …and resultingly I end up nowhere. Which means I feel like I cannot do the work anymore… because I am not part of anything. What is the right thing to do?
