[Wendi]

Part I of the course framed my earlier reading about Kabbalah by authors such as Gershom Scholem, Rabbi David Cooper, Moses Maimonides, and Will Parfitt in a totally unexpected way. I was enamored of all the descriptions and discussion of of G-d, the Etz Chaim, and the Sephirot, and missed entirely the underlying truth. We are designed entirely to receive. As mortals we struggle to exist in a competitive world, but there is the pathway of kabbalah to godliness to attain equivalence of form with the will of the Creator entirely to bestow. The incentive is to tone down our mortal pleasures and attain the higher and ineffable pleasure of bestowal.

Now I expect to learn and apply additional essential principles of thought and conduct to move toward equivalence of form.

[Wendi]

“I have become Malkhut.” How will I create a universe in six or seven days?

[Wendi]

I’ve been watching other lessons about the transmission of electromagnetic energy as light. I wont go into the details of what I have partially received there,… but I see parallels with the current explanation of the four phases of spiritual light transmission and reception. In the received sense,  bestowal=transmission; reception=reception like a radio receiving a broadcast.. Am I oveer-iagining or should I just compartmentalize and learn to love and apply what’s in each “silo”?

[Wendi]

I wish for my fellow students to experience His Light as egoist Bill received when the Creator entered his heart in 1983 to take steps to end the Cold War. Bill carried  out the steps of His plan, and ultimately witnessed the fruition of His plan on Christmas Day, 1991.  The 90’s saw a flourishing of  good relations between old adversaries, but then Bill saw the crushed heart of Mikhail Gorbachev and the events of 9/11, and the Gulf wars that followed. There was only one Super Power left, the US. Bill became very sad and guilt-ridden. But now KabU is helping Bill achieve equivalence of form and I urge all fellow students to take on great and noble projects. There are many to be undertaken. Each of us has in his and her heart a new and grand project to undertake. Go for it!

[Wendi]

My life will dissolve into the upper light as the illness of my egoism gradually fades away by acts of bestowal  with the correct intention to not expect a reward, but will nonetheless constitute a higher level of pleasure a with Solomon in the Song of Songs

[Wendi]

Am I mistaken when I see in my mind’s eye worlds beyond this earth and the invisible barrier above it that may correspond to the five worlds above the barrier described in Kabbalah teaching?

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