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Hello, am Laurence Mutai, 21 yrs old Kenyan. Since last year, I have been questioning the meaning of life a lot. I came up with some crazy theories of the existence of humankind and the connection with spirituality. My childhood and teenage years were not as smooth as I would have wished for. Every time I gave myself reasons trying to make myself feel better but I still felt the inner emptiness. I came across the wisdom of Kabbalah and that’s as far as I have gotten.
Hi I’m from Germany and have been trying to continuously study with Bnei Baruch since 2014, when Islam stopped to fulfill me with answers. I didn’t understand how an almighty god about whom it is said in Islam, that whom he guides, no one can lead astray, and whom he leads astray, no one can guide, would punish or reward someone for following his path. Forever, and only one chance. That didn’t make sense at all and still doesn’t. One day in the Internet cafe I found the Article “There is none else beside him” and the video series of Tony, and the courses, which make much more sense now. But inner and outer circumstances kept me away from keeping up with the necessary speed. I finally added up all my efforts and did it until I joined the young group and my first ten. But it seems that i didn’t match the requirements to contribute correctly. A painful disconnection happened which lasted many years and felt like lifetimes.
Now I’m adding up all my efforts again in order to fulfil my purpose, but it seems that nothing which ever happened was my own fault and that the creator does all this with me, and I just try to find the point where I don’t have to lose connection again. I feel powerless and vulnerablr and just do everything I can as long as I have the chance.
I expect from the course to help me find a firm grip to the path, and I expect the creator to be fair.
hello, dear friends, and brothers and sisters essentially. my name is Fatima and i was born in Kazakhstan, and i often feel i’m a victim of change, or lucky girl to be the mellenial. it is just very overwhelming to awaken just in my thirties and everything feels like being very consciously aware of rebirth and how painful things can be in the physical world. I am making very slow progress and feel i would like to take shortcut and learnt kabala and practice life.
im very stubborn: “please don’t give up on me” – i would say to myself.
i hope for real joy in my path, and love in every each of us for one another.
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