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Life has put me in a one-year-long quaratine right now. I thought at first it was punishing me, but then I realised it was protecting me. It has always protected me, even against my will.
So Nature must have some sort of plan for me. I just have to agree to it without really knowing what this plan is.
I do want to return to the world – my work, my friends, my normal surroundings, but I want to do so on a different level of understanding.
After all, nothing in Creation happens over night. We don’t call for miracles.
Many people in this world don’t even dare to feel hope. We have to be careful with them, not overwhelm them. So the miracles can wait until we are all ready to rejoice in them.
I’ve experienced many things in my life, most of them sad through loss and trauma. I’ve been able to rise from it all. I’ve learned to celebrate life with joy through faith of love from Our Creator. It has been difficult, mostly, and I struggle with things daily. But there is always that Grace I find in the everyday that holds me in check, that gratitude of Nature, if I’m aware enough. That is the Joy. But this…this is different. I find myself feeling an emptiness in my body and soul in my older age. It scares me, this world. It gives me worry that not all will be well, even though I know this is how things must be. It’s the pain and suffering that I see, the corruptness of our governments, wars, greed, human trafficking and abuse of women and children everywhere, always. It’s the way we no longer care about the human race that worries me. What does The Creator want from me? I give It My All in faith, hope and prayer, but at this point for me, is it enough?
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