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There was a moment when thru study of Kabbalah I realized that not one person place or thing could change the way the Creator loves me and for that matter everyone else. As long as I live to be pleased and to please the Creator alone nothing stands between that love and nothing can or will ever change it. I was unexpectedly RIFd after 17 years before retirement age last week at a time when I had put my house on the market preparing for a change I sensed was coming and at the same time travelling far from home to stay with my daughter who is recovering from a car accident. Literally I am suspended in midair – and I am not afraid. I am not planning worrying or freaking out-rather I am seeing how a new life has been given to explore. If not for Kabbalah if not for the creators love that remains ever present I am certain my reaction would be much different.
The most important thing for me to know is that the Creator wants to be pleased by His bestowal upon us, and that what pleases Him is when we will to receive abundantly enough to bestow on others.
From this course, I hope to reach the aha realization that anything or anyone that stands in the way of my utter bliss is really the Creator working upon me to teach me.
The best experience from the previous course Entering The Zohar was the understanding that came with connecting during the readings of the Zohar. I felt a profound sense of peace and gratitude for the unfolding and systematic process of the Divine Causal Forces who are lovingly creating my Path prior to my walking on it in this world. All that is needed for correction is mine. Hence the eventual outcome will be “there is a ROSE and there is a Rose and eventually 8 billion roses.” Or so I think in my limited understanding. Please correct if I don’t have it right.
The part in the 4 Phases of Light Where We were so deliciously served The Sweet Treat of learning about Ancient things! (? Was it 500 million years ago!) where we were being told about Kabbalists knowing about the extinction of (?) The Dog plant ~ & also seeing (inwardly) how the Coral etc were physical indications of the Spiritual transition stages!!! OmG Spiritual (so Much PLEASURE~makes me hungry to KNOW HIM MORE)
This reminded me of Desiring at the age of 6, as I viewed through the Slides on the manual* ViewMasters, The colored Photos of The Petrified Forest in Arizona…viewing those trees of Stone~ multi-colored Stone ~fascinated & Spoke to something within-me that I felt meant something from the Creator.
Fastforward the Real REEL Then, a few years ago, Being taken to visit The Petrified Forest & not only Seeing but FEELING in a Greater Much More Deeper Way, Such an Ancient “Triassic Period” So Ancient but A feeling of The Greatness & Ancient Eternal Existence of HIM & Possibly any Recorded Time!
I felt as if I had Stepped into The Time before man was Formed! Seeing where there had been Deep sea beds of water (?) & feeling so much more than eyes could see!
Opened my heart so Wide I thought it would Pour Out!
Holy Cow… not really though 😜
This Semester ~ So looking forward to Dig Deeper & Hopefully Go Higher after Descents are Complete somewhere along The Path!
Thank You ALL So much for All of the Work you Have Done & Do to Open each One’s Heart to the Infinte! Great Big Hugs!!! :)) <3
Eternally GreatFull for Every Kabbalist that every Truly Lived!
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