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In the previous course I found out there could be actual free will, exercised by a human being in this world. I learned what I perceive is just a fraction of a fraction of what is actually out there and I am subject to a greater whole which is so enormous and complex, that it’s only perceivable through an inner feeling.
I realized in order to be able to merge with the creator from within the will to receive, one has to give up all egoistic desires and replace them with altruistic ones, through the practice of loving one’s neighbour as one’s self.
In the previous course, I realized that human ego, if used correctly, can help with spiritual growth. Reading the writings of great Kabbalists opened my mind. In this course, I hope to learn more about how to get closer to the Reforming Light with the help of the teacher and the books, and to better prepare my inner vessel to receive the Light.
So much learning that resonates within my heart! That reality is not what we perceive with our 5 senses. This kind of reality is an illusion. We are spiritual ‘essences’ timelessly held within the light of the Creator, but did not ‘know’ it within the one soul. Â Because of the shattering of the one soul, we feel ourselves to be separate. The shattering was of the Creator, so the unending light of love and bestowal could bestow to us the freedom to choose our spiritual path back up the ladder to once again attain adhesion and equivalence of form. This starts from the point of the heart until we reach a spiritual internalising of “there is none else besides him” and “the good that is good”. The latter is what I hope to start learning from this course. Thank You.
One of the biggest things I’ve learned in this course is how dominant my ego still is, and how much I genuinely want to shift from egoistic desire to altruism. I used to think I could grow spiritually on my own, but now I understand that my responsibility isn’t just to myself—it’s to the whole world. By correcting my ego, I contribute to the collective correction. I also really connected with the idea that our reality is just a reflection of our inner state. That perspective pushes me to take more responsibility for my thoughts, desires, and especially my connection with others.
What I want from this course is to dig deeper – obtain the knowledge that I need to start climbing back up the 125 degrees to equivalence of form with the Creator.
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