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The biggest eye opener for me was an awareness of my response ability and how I can better act in situations rather than react egotistically. My growing ability to respond to others with the intent of bestowal has had a noticeable effect on many of the relationships in my life, which also has resulted in them being more pleasant and welcoming for me to be in as well.
What a trip. I feel like the Creator led me here by first letting me blow my life up by being an egotistical jerk. I nearly lost everything, but somehow didn’t. Did a lot of soul searching. It was awful, but I learned a lot. “Found” Kabbalah after decades of being a spiritual seeker and seemingly going around in circles. The most mind blowing lesson? That being a narcissistic loser was always the Creator’s plan for me. And not only for me, apparently, but for society in general. Selfishness. Entitlement. It’s everywhere. Humanity is seemingly at its worst. And yet, it turns out that this has always been the intention and – irony of ironies – it is mine and so many others’ craven, small-minded egoism that is the very key to humanity’s, and all of earthy life’s, salvation. We just need to learn to use our God-given ego in a better way. Not destroy it, but simply “adjust” it so it functions correctly. Wow. Only God Himself could have devised a plan like that. Amazing. I am beyond grateful to have such a loving Creator. My mind is blown and my heart is open. What a trip. Let’s go!
So far the time has been spent absorbing new information, trying grasp new concepts and ways of thinking. I am keen to find out what actions we can take, what we can practically DO to progress in our kabbalah journey.
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