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To accompany brothers and sisters on the way by being awake and careful, being open-hearted always remembering and sensing the connection with the Creator and remembering that my will is His Will – so being capable to (re)act best in every moment
I too share the Rav’s vision for years and I have prayed for finding people who think the same, and now, that I have experienced us at Retreat 2023 I really got a great hope, that this is posible and I will support this with everything I am, have and can.
What is ment by “period of incarnation”? Is ment that I am dad? And the reincarnation takes place in the same body? Or is every correction a kind of incarnation in the same body ment as “embodiment”?
And if the purpose of creation is to create a creature and fill it with unbounded pleasure, so the people who have not made children have missed the purpose of creation, right? Because what other creature can man make, what has life? Creating a new layer of ‘my soul’ having properties of bestowal – this has no life. This is not really a creature. Or what is a creature? Can I see a project as creature? A projekt or a situation I ‘create’ can not feel anything. How can I know, then, that the creature feels the pleasure I wish it to feel? I just say ‘is so’!?
And I too study in order to find out what concret task – according to the way this world is organised – I am supposed to fullfil here in this world, so that I will may set a toe here on earth, maybe even finally settle down, having a job which allows me to give all of my gifts for the humanity and getting finally paid so that my needs are met and I can finally breath out and feel secure, stabile and comfortable. And than buying the books!
I want to receive the Light. But only Light. And I will reveal Him my pleasure receiving the Light. And I will reject everything, what wants to enter me and is not Light and what belongs to the ego and thus not true. I will not clothe the Creator with ego-attributes but opening a space free from expectations or past referencies, waiting as always for Him to come not knowing and imagining anything about how would it be or look like. And I will laugh about the tiny mad idea, that there truly happened a real separation.
Today I came to the conclusion, that the soul is dreaming of itself being the Creator creating. That is what is described in the Genesis. The man, super-ego projecting itself on the Creator. Seeing Him like itself. Mindblowing! A Creator that punishes!? That asks me for sacrifice!? For limitations!? He ask for willingnes, and He does not force me to anything, never! That destroys!? This is the art of ego! I have never experienced god like this, unconscious people were like that, being that way through their own will!
