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ClaraParticipantIn order to make myself a Rav I have to aim nothing of this world but to be a channel, a tool, a servant of the Creator. I have to annull myself before my friends, before the Creator, absorbing and accepting His message without any resistance in order to bestow it onto the humanity.
My impresions about Rav: I love his “being normal” and down-to-earth way. I felt his humbleness, his commitment, his true freedom not being for himself here, but being servant for the Creator and humanity. In that moment I saw his freedom and redemption, in that moment he touched my heart as a model and reference for me.
ClaraParticipantToday I realized that it is not a question of honor,
but of dignity
And I have also seen that I have lived the illusion of the ego so far
which is my reaction to the world, and thus I made a cause-effect
made a cause-effect reversal, I made the world the cause
And in this case it could only show me a grimace, something I am not
An opposite of me, so that I know and stay by me and by the Creator.
It is this illusion that has the devil as a guide, and it is nothing
And I let myself be seduced by it indirectly by believing it to be true, reacting to it
And thereby made it the cause. And thus I see it now as nothing
And let it fall, into nothing for all eternity, for ideas do not leave their source,
And there is no one here besides Him, and only with Him will I dance
With the Creator
For only He is worthy of me
And only of that I would be honored,
So that I can reflect Him as His image
And only now I feel mature, strong and worthy
To tread the floor of the Graduate Environment
The Creator wants to dance with us
For there is no one else besides HIM.ClaraParticipantIt is a question of honor
And sanctity
“Ladies” and “Gentlemen”
It seems to me that I am a point in the heart of God
I asked my brother Jesus
For brothers with bodies embodied in this world
Embodied, to receive human guidance
I asked him for a family
For my brothers and sisters
I learned to see with him for 12 years
And how the devil works
He is still by my side, for we are one
As we are one with you
And he gives me to You in fullest trust
That I may grow and prosper here now
And find a reason among you
To dance on a knife edge
To dance with the devil
Where there are only veils,
That are thin and airy
I am both a servant
As well as a reaction
I have not yet found a place in this world
And here in Germany is very cold
Only in my heart, which is also His
I bear worthily the warmth of my father
With which I bow before you
I have only one question
One of honor
Heartfelt greetingsJuly 28, 2023 at 3:21 pm EDT in reply to: Share a few words about your impression in the forum with the other students taking this course with you, and check out what they’re feeling too. #327310ClaraParticipantMy anger is not directed at anyone in particular. But very much against Creator. Please forgive my expression.
I have no more resources for the way He speaks to me in my life. I want to be happy, and yet I want to remain His creation. If I have to interpret everything as from Him and as good anyway, then it doesn’t matter whether my form and His form are the same. Then I can just accept this lack that arises after a wish is fulfilled, and think ‘at that point I’m just not like Him, and this lack is just naturally calculated in. That’s just the way nature is.’ Is okay. By leaving everything as it is, I forgive myself for my perception and Him for what I think He did to me. I just have sometimes simply trouble to forgive.
July 27, 2023 at 8:52 am EDT in reply to: Share a few words about your impression in the forum with the other students taking this course with you, and check out what they’re feeling too. #327215ClaraParticipantSuch a great course, but I notice I’m too angry to take any course at time.
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