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  • in reply to: Young Group with David & Igal Discussion #327811
    Clara
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    Sorry, I’ve slipped!

    in reply to: Young Group with David & Igal Discussion #327696
    Clara
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    In order to make myself a Rav I have to aim nothing of this world but to be a channel, a tool, a servant of the Creator. I have to annull myself before my friends, before the Creator, absorbing and accepting His message without any resistance in order to bestow it onto the humanity.

    My impresions about Rav: I love his “being normal” and down-to-earth way. I felt his humbleness, his commitment, his true freedom not being for himself here, but being servant for the Creator and humanity. In that moment I saw his freedom and redemption, in that moment he touched my heart as a model and reference for me.

    in reply to: Share Your Thought About the Grad Section #327695
    Clara
    Participant

    Today I realized that it is not a question of honor,
    but of dignity
    And I have also seen that I have lived the illusion of the ego so far
    which is my reaction to the world, and thus I made a cause-effect
    made a cause-effect reversal, I made the world the cause
    And in this case it could only show me a grimace, something I am not
    An opposite of me, so that I know and stay by me and by the Creator.
    It is this illusion that has the devil as a guide, and it is nothing
    And I let myself be seduced by it indirectly by believing it to be true, reacting to it
    And thereby made it the cause. And thus I see it now as nothing
    And let it fall, into nothing for all eternity, for ideas do not leave their source,
    And there is no one here besides Him, and only with Him will I dance
    With the Creator
    For only He is worthy of me
    And only of that I would be honored,
    So that I can reflect Him as His image
    And only now I feel mature, strong and worthy
    To tread the floor of the Graduate Environment
    The Creator wants to dance with us
    For there is no one else besides HIM.

    in reply to: Share Your Thought About the Grad Section #327554
    Clara
    Participant

    It is a question of honor
    And sanctity
    “Ladies” and “Gentlemen”
    It seems to me that I am a point in the heart of God
    I asked my brother Jesus
    For brothers with bodies embodied in this world
    Embodied, to receive human guidance
    I asked him for a family
    For my brothers and sisters
    I learned to see with him for 12 years
    And how the devil works
    He is still by my side, for we are one
    As we are one with you
    And he gives me to You in fullest trust
    That I may grow and prosper here now
    And find a reason among you
    To dance on a knife edge
    To dance with the devil
    Where there are only veils,
    That are thin and airy
    I am both a servant
    As well as a reaction
    I have not yet found a place in this world
    And here in Germany is very cold
    Only in my heart, which is also His
    I bear worthily the warmth of my father
    With which I bow before you
    I have only one question
    One of honor
    Heartfelt greetings

    Clara
    Participant

    My anger is not directed at anyone in particular. But very much against Creator. Please forgive my expression.

    I have no more resources for the way He speaks to me in my life. I want to be happy, and yet I want to remain His creation. If I have to interpret everything as from Him and as good anyway, then it doesn’t matter whether my form and His form are the same. Then I can just accept this lack that arises after a wish is fulfilled, and think ‘at that point I’m just not like Him, and this lack is just naturally calculated in. That’s just the way nature is.’ Is okay. By leaving everything as it is, I forgive myself for my perception and Him for what I think He did to me. I just have sometimes simply trouble to forgive.

    Clara
    Participant

    Such a great course, but I notice I’m too angry to take any course at time.

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