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It is a question of honor
And sanctity
“Ladies” and “Gentlemen”
It seems to me that I am a point in the heart of God
I asked my brother Jesus
For brothers with bodies embodied in this world
Embodied, to receive human guidance
I asked him for a family
For my brothers and sisters
I learned to see with him for 12 years
And how the devil works
He is still by my side, for we are one
As we are one with you
And he gives me to You in fullest trust
That I may grow and prosper here now
And find a reason among you
To dance on a knife edge
To dance with the devil
Where there are only veils,
That are thin and airy
I am both a servant
As well as a reaction
I have not yet found a place in this world
And here in Germany is very cold
Only in my heart, which is also His
I bear worthily the warmth of my father
With which I bow before you
I have only one question
One of honor
Heartfelt greetingsMy anger is not directed at anyone in particular. But very much against Creator. Please forgive my expression.
I have no more resources for the way He speaks to me in my life. I want to be happy, and yet I want to remain His creation. If I have to interpret everything as from Him and as good anyway, then it doesn’t matter whether my form and His form are the same. Then I can just accept this lack that arises after a wish is fulfilled, and think ‘at that point I’m just not like Him, and this lack is just naturally calculated in. That’s just the way nature is.’ Is okay. By leaving everything as it is, I forgive myself for my perception and Him for what I think He did to me. I just have sometimes simply trouble to forgive.
Rage. Keeping hatred and aggression, sorry, that’s not carring. It would be no change to how it is now.
discouraged, demotivated and resigned about the fact that it will remain everything like it was and is until now. That the Creator will give darkness wanting me to interpret it as light, even wanting me transforming it into light and to pretend I’m happy. (come on, fake it till you make it, babe!)
I am feeling a great desire to fulfill my needs at the costs of others too, and to not recognize them as they are, but to reduce and dishonor them, lying and hurting and abuzing and excluding them in order to get my own needs satisfied, and to be bad too, so that they would be frightened and lemmed and I would have the full control over them and over nature. And I desire to be reckless. And to understand how nature works and to use this power only for myself and for my interest, making sure my wellbeing goes first and I have everything and no one would touch it. How they’ve done too. This would be an downgrade, but for me indeed an upgrade, and I would never experience lack again here on earth. I have no problem repeating the fulfillment of the needs until I die. I would be a full human being, like everyone. Now it’s my turn. Now THIS is equivalence of form with the Creator! The one Creator we have at time. Or not!?
