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Hi Gianni, love those videos and readings. thank you!
Sounds like in Malchut we will experience a lot of terrible shame, will that disable me from living a “normal” life in this world? Â thanks as always
Hi Gianni: since phase 4 is “double” receiving, and we are not even there yet… this is a bit scary, does that mean we need to coming even worse than our current level of  receiving desires,  it gets worse before it gets better? am I gonna turn into a giant greedy person? what will I be greedy for? every types of desires? I already notice myself to desire more love from my families and friends(I find myself care for them more at the same time), it’s a very vulnerable state! thanks as always!
got it. now I have finished all classes and it looks like I need to pay another annual fee on top of the annual membership I already have in order to continue the journey… sorry my skeptical mind starts to work again, if there will be so many layers of paid membership, why not spilling it all out upfront? don’t want to scare people away? I get it, but at this point it really leaves a bad taste. not about the payment itself, but somehow it feels deceiving… I actually emailed the support team before I started this course, they replied and said I do not need to pay another fee, I will be assigned with a group. yesterday I was so excited that I finally finished it, then I was sent to a membership payment page….
What most inspired me in the course?
– bestow to bestow, fake it (with the right intention) until you make it
What have I learned about myself in the process?
– my resistance in bestowing , because it hurts my ego
What do I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual development?
– you grow and I grow with you. Â can’t wait to start this journey together.
We are already in many environments, our families, our friends, our colleagues, our neighbors, and random people we meet. since none else besides him, I would think all those existing environments exist for good reasons? I get it to have a new environment where you can meet people with the same spiritual goal, but how do I or how do Kabu decide the make-up of my 10? Â what’s our definition of the right environment for this case? thanks as always and can’t wait to join the group.
