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I want meaning and purpose in my life. I want to elevate my consciousness to be one with the Creator and to be able to bestow for the good of the collective. I want to rid myself of my selfishness and ego.
Freedom is the inner state in which a person no longer reacts automatically to external circumstances—whether events, situations, or emotions—but instead responds from a place of conscious awareness and alignment with their higher purpose. True freedom means rising above the control of our egoistic nature and the illusion of the external world. Through the Reforming Light—the spiritual force that restores us to our source—we gradually transform our desires from receiving for the self to giving like the Creator. This transformation frees us from the chains of ego-driven impulses and brings us into harmony with the laws of nature, allowing us to act freely from love and intention, rather than compulsion.
I am on a path of discovering that the Creator is the entire reality. I grew up in Judaism where we are taught that Hashem is the creator of all and that all is good. I am embarrassed to say that the way I have known that the Creator is all of reality is when something truly painful has happened in my life I have been angry at the Creator and turned away from the Creator. I know now that it is only my perception of the event and my distance from the Creator that created the pain. There have been other times in my life, usually times when I am connected through learning, meditating and doing good deeds, that I have felt the joy and euphoria of being closer to the Creator – maybe no close but where I see the connection between the created and the Creator.
I am not sure I have fully answered the question but I am hopeful that through this course and the courses to come that I will be able to build a connection with the Creator that strengthens my understanding and connection. I think that if I fully understood that there is nothing else but the Creator I would feel the joy of the Creators light at all times – the peace and the beauty of the creation – that euphoric feeling of connection that I have had the joy of feeling but is so fleeting.
Thank you for the course, I absolutely loved it. What most inspired me was the promise of learning how to awaken and grow the point in the heart. What I have learned about myself in the process is that I have, and unfortunately still am, a very selfish and self centered human. Since starting the class I have spent quite a bit of time reflecting on my actions and I can see clearly how my will to receive was a driver. I am excited to learn to build equivalence of form with the Creator and develop the will to bestow. I wish for my fellow students that their accent through the 125 degrees / steps to the Creator be speedy and joyous.
We must equalize the 613 desires with the Creators 613 forces or bestowals of love. I am not sure exactly how to do this other than changing my intention from one of the will to receive to the will to bestow. If I clock my will to receive in the will to bestow or altruism I might be able to become a tiny bit equivalent to the Creator – enough so that the Creator will show me some of the Light from the first level of the spiritual world or ladder. But I will not be able to obtain the clock of the will to bestow without the assistance of the Creator. So I call out for the Creator to help me emulate these characteristics.
