[john]

try to bestow using our will of reception.

[john]

Everyone is very inquisitive . We are built to want to know things.

[john]

I can see there need for a group , needing others help to keep the desire to advance. Some of the different courses took longer like something holding me back even though I want to know how to connect, a force awaken me, 3 times in 50 years,  it happen somehow before I knew anything about KabU. I am ready to join a. group, need to keep going on the path.

[john]

In this story which is the friend ? Is it the ego or  is the one giving the pillow to the other the ego ?

[john]

I have seen a change in my perception and then back again to a seeming standard state. but something is different in the end because I wouldn’t be upset now by not know something previously if it hadn’t changed my perception, which still feels like reverting back to a state of typical awareness or perception.

[john]

I understand what’s inside me but still think outside Individual people will have power to do harm, I guess I don’t see right.

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